{-- ansari--}

2009-08-15T23:44:00.001+08:00

its been long since i bloged. hrrm.. have been busy for the past few days. haha.. so yeah. some updates here. i watched 2 movies.
good movie that i recomend all to wathc! yes! i love how they make use of technology. and in this story, i shall say, love save the world. hahahaha. th other movie is:
cute cute seh the character and funny. hahhaha.. must watch must watch! hahhaha

ok nothing much to update already.

Human Change :D

2009-08-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Human Change :D

its sunday today! woke up at 7 but went back to sleep. woke up properly only at 10 am. well, did not have anything to do. play with pictures and did some window shoping online. new stuffs. saw this pair of shoes! cool la sia... and not that ex. 67 ponds? ok pe! hahha boots actually. i still own myself a pair of shoes. hahaha....slack at home alot but was silent all the day. no need to knoe why. haha. and ya! someone design a blogskin for me. dont as who again, hahaha.. HAVE to say its nice and HAVE to use. so its up there. hahahah... lols. sorry if i dunn mean it sincerely. come on la! it looks so .... nvm! hahahaha

only made a move at about 5 pm. went out and headed for work. like i said. i enjoy being in esplanade. i will miss it soon. because nexweek i'll be back only like 3 times? walau.. hrrm. never mind. hahha. finish work early today. went to parkway to meet up friends. lepak there. did some stupid stuffs. hahah go google "LUSH" and u'll find us. hahahha.. gerek kapeer~

haha.. u never change. hey, its not the first time this is happening. do you think only you can play this alone? if one can play this game, i am also able to play this game. just think of what you have been doing and what you are about to do. lies! lie all the way! go. i don't mind. at the end of the day, i am nobody to you.

you regretted on what you did last few months. its no surprise if tomorrow you end everything. and as for me, i shall be on the loosing end, but who cares! if you think things have changed, so be it. lead your own life then. there is no need to slowly washing hands off. come straight to my face and tell me of. i have been waiting for that! do you knoe how much it hurts not?! what makes it worst is that, the reason behind all this is because of that bastard! fine! that minute, i will wash my hands off immediately! trust me! i will.

people change ok! people change. i have been leading my own life all this while, ur position, there can always be a replacement. so whats the point of pondering over this right. well, its all in your hands now. i am leaving it to fate. i have better things to think about.

now home. its 11.45 pm. i realize i have been coming home late lately. hahahahah. ok sleepy now. bye!~

My Love Language

2009-08-02T13:19:00.003+08:00

Quality time is more than mere proximity. It’s about focusing all your energy on your mate. A husband watching sports while talking to his wife is NOT quality time. Unless all of your attention is focused on your mate, even an intimate dinner for two can come and go without a minute of quality time being shared. Quality conversation is very important in a healthy relationship. It involves sharing experiences, thoughts, feelings and desires in a friendly, uninterrupted context. A good mate will not only listen, but offer advice and respond to assure their mate they are truly listening. Many mates don’t expect you to solve their problems. They need a sympathetic listener. An important aspect of quality conversation is self-revelation. In order for you to communicate with your mate, you must also be in tune with your inner emotions. It is only when you understand your emotions and inner feelings will you then be able to share quality conversation, and quality time with your mate. Quality activities are a very important part of quality time. Many mates feel most loved when they spend physical time together, doing activities that they love to do. Spending time together will bring a couple closer, and, in the years to come, will fill up a memory bank that you can reminisce about in the future. Whether it’s sitting on the couch and having a brief conversation or playing together in a tennis league, quality time is a love language that is shared by many. Setting aside focused time with your mate will ensure a happy marriage..

Power Rangers

2009-08-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

You are Tommy, the Green and White Ranger, arguably the greatest Power Ranger of all time! You command the Dragonzord and eventually the Tigerzord. You've been down some dark roads but you've overcome and are stronger than ever. You're a driven individual and you know the meaning of sacrifice. You're never the new kid on the block for very long. You adapt to change remarkably well and make friends wherever you go. While you may not be a natural born leader, you are always ready to take initiative and kick it into turbo when your friends need you. You are a rare mixture of strength and sensitivity that others find admirable. Your deep sense of loyalty and quixotic love can also be a source of sorrow for you when it comes to romance. Go Green Ranger, go!.

Which Hogwarts Student Are You

2009-08-02T13:19:00.001+08:00

You are Ron Weasley. You are funny and loyal. Sometimes you feel like you are always overlooked and in someone else's shadow. At times you come across immature. But when it counts the most you are extremely brave and can be a great leader. When you put your mind to it you are strong, courageous and people see you for the hero you are. You also have a great sense of humor..

My Name

2009-08-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

M - ..membuat pacaran lebih menarik

U - ..disenangi oleh semua orang

H - ..setia kepada yang satu

A - ..seorang yang gila-gila

M - ..membuat pacaran lebih menarik

A - ..seorang yang gila-gila

D - ..kekasih yang terbaik pernah dimiliki oleh siapapun

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A - ..seorang yang gila-gila

N - ..pemberi ciuman yang bagus juga

S - ..membuat orang tertawa

A - ..seorang yang gila-gila

R - ..seorang yang lucu

I - ..manis dan romatis

Smile :D

2009-08-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

dunn see the date and time.i change it. haha.... its now 1.45am.....just came home. i am hapy, sad and also mad!~ haiz. just cant descirb how touched i was, cant describe how happy i was, cant describe how sad and disappointed i was!!!

today i woke up at 1 pm! rabak ehk! haha. to0 tierd. update things that i need. havent had time to do alot of things. bu 5, went out for work. somethings went wrong. no one have ever thot of that. how mean you are! u never change! Don't talk as if u own it! please wake u and think who the hell you are! just watch out! i wont be silent anymore. i wont be giving in anymore! u will hear harsh words from now onwards. just watch out! I have lost respect for you. Remember that.

met parents at Haig Road to settle somethings. aunts was also there. had no mood to sit and chit chat. i am getting late anyway. so went off. mum sms me "whats wrong". she understood my facial expression.

cabbed down to esplanade cos i was late already. esplanade drive closed! shit lah! had a long queue before my cab was allowed in thanks to the esplanade pass. should hold it every now and then. haha. nothing much to update. fireworks. awsome! haha. nothing much to say. did not so enjoyed it.

after that went to PS for a while. had to deliver somethings. back at esplanade. from there, smpaikn hajat seseorang. went to somewhere. :D i was not in mood anyway. so stressed. so went over. there, found so much of happiness. was soooo good and soooo relaxing! how i wish i could stay there and not come home. so peaceful. how god it is if life was like this......wont say more. the important thing is, i wont forget this. *smile * smile * smile * smile*

in the cab, cant stop smiling. till home. till now! lucky al asleep already. hahahhahaha.. ok bye! *weeeeee*

Tuhan sesungguhnya
Kau lebih mengerti

Ku luahkan perasaanku
Yang terpendam di dalam kalbu
Ku tulis lagu dengarkanlah
Getaran cinta di jiwa
Seandainya dikau mengerti
Katakanlah pada diriku
Siapakah yang ada di hatimu
Telah sekian lamanya
Kau bertahta dalam jiwa
Setiap ketika rinduku untukmu

Pedih menyaksikan dikau dan dia
Pilu airmata kasih mengalir di pipi
Hampa impianku luka berdarah
Mana harusku bawa hati yang kecewa

another day @ esplanade

2009-07-31T13:19:00.001+08:00

skipped this mornings lecture. nope, no regrets. hahahah. came only for martins class. did ASP.net. i am lost. no idea how its gonna work. later can try. hahaha. after that was solat jumaat. befor that, met someone. huh!~

"kau saper siak nk halang aku? siaper kau nk halang persahabatan aku? siaper kau yang konon nak jage keluarge dier. ehk, bleh blah lah ehk! aku tk pedulikkn aper kau nk cakap. tai kau kene ingat nie. aku tkkn diam ngan kater2 kau. do you think i am someone who will back out with you words and threats? lets see how you will heandle the upcoming situation. kau sayangkan keluarge dier kn? kau sayang kn dier kn? and korang bleh ckp aku basterd? skarang siaper yang basterd nie? siape! dah, aku malas nk cakap. korang tunggu je. kau mempergunakn adek aku selame nie. igat aku tak tau. hrm. kais siap. yang penitng, kau dah silap langkah. silap."

solat was at same place and time. after that had GM at LT4. noting for me to update. then spent the evening at esplanad again today. i think, i shall move in to esplanade la ehk. hahaha. i just cant stop saying i love being at esplanade. yes, these whole week, i had no mood at all. something is not right with me. but the minit i enter the office, there, ansari is so happy and energetic. hahahah.

today was again Sing Dollar. haha... was working with shahirah again. cant say much here. ader unauthirize ppl reading. hehe. riti masok campr sebok2.. then block signages.. pastu kene jadi photographer! dei! pooodah lah! hahahahah...

wooo.. just so loving it lah.... ahhaha.... ok all is done. goi

In Esplanade

2009-07-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

guess what.. i am still in esplanade! ahhahah.. can i not go home today? can i? i just love it here. i feel like this is my second home. my second family. haiz.. wells... even with those busy works to do, i still love it. come on me, i am doing what i like. i have aims of being a full timer here. not joking. hahahha. since a lil fre now, shall blog about today. a shor one ok before jess come. hahaha

school was ok.. as per normal. martin was out of mood. stress. class was boring just now! was playing on my laptop. faceook and blogs... Song Boon walked past! luck never kena catch! hahahha. bodoh nyer tue! ahhahaha

after lesson went to SC. nothing much. but she was there again! aper nie! why are you always there! i feel very segan you knoe! hahahahaha.... whatever! yat and farahin was cleaning the AC whe the lizard story came. farahin cried because she was sooo scared of the lizard. hahaha. went for lunch then to lecture. again, was playing FB and others. friendster is abit alive thaks to ika. bengs! dah kene halu pon dah. hahaha... takper takper!

after class shoot down straight to esplanade. hahaha.... yes! was there super duper early! just to sebok around. haha. todays show is SYF in Concert Hall and Sing Dollar Comedy for THeatre. hrrm.... ok continue later! kene serbu la dei! pandi!

Face Books

2009-07-30T13:19:00.001+08:00

Your fortune cookie reads:
A friend is a present you give yourself.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448162.5.
The golden number for 1990 is 15.
The epact number for 1990 is 3.
The year 1990 was not a leap year.

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who`s constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced to not let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who`ll always cheer them up and help them out.

My Wedding

2009-07-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

1. How old are you?
19years old.

2. Are you single?
Yup.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
27?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
You mean friends? no idea.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
break into this blog to find out more
http://kata2hatiaku.blogspot.com/

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
Rahman and Farahin

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Garden Wedding

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
VENICE

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
around 2000?

10. Will that include your exes?
like duh! freinds what...

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
Depends on mum. she is baking (save cost) *hehe*

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Garden Wedding of cos evening!

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Family traditions-hindi is a must, Cliff Rcihard and slous...

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
Fine Dining? if nasi briyani.. use hand lo!

15. Champagne or red wine?
Bandung will be best.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after Wedding.

17. Money or household items?
Money is more important. but depends on who i marry.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
2.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
NO! i want to enjoy.. not busy taking videos!

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
ARYANA AZIZ! ahahahhahahahahahah. sorry :P
Christoperh because he made me do this.

no changes

2009-07-29T13:19:00.000+08:00

ehk.. this life is full of wonders men! just yesterday i was like so fucked up! but when dawn come, ask my caullege what went on. i went to work with that long face! hai! sungguh tak paham ni hidop!hahaha...

this mornign woke up late. went to take some pictures at bedok playground ans then headed to school for PM lesson. PM did all the backdated work.. haha all other groups are so foward.. come lah.. slow down! hahah... after PM dad and mum fetch me back. was funny lah sia.. hahaha.... nvm. hehe..

hoem by about 1. but went out for a while. dunn ask go where. back again by 3 pm. did some work on latop then off to esplanade again! dad drove me again. weee! haahha.. getting free rides these few days. soon to come more. hahaha... watched sing dollar again. show is very god. even though we knoe what is going to happen next. back home now. father fetch me again. hahahha...

ok yesterday i went out to marina sq... saw syafiee and nurul there. but too far to tego so yeah... dad drove me to esplanade. what show. same! sing dollar.. show is just so good lah sey! noting much to say except for the fact,

you are still being the false of you. come on lah! y do you lie? its not your fault. i knoe. its not your fault. but bye starting to hide, is it good? might as well you delete those unwanted ones ryte? at kleast the others can benifit. do not trouble others just because you are angry at some one... haiz...

like i said..woinders. baru tadik hapy2. now.. hrrm... i am speechless lah if you want to keep silent like this. i have no choice. who am i to you ryte... who am i to decide for you ryte..

weekend

2009-07-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

its another monday -_-"'.. hahahahha... didi not get a peaceful sleep last night. somethings kept bothering me. haiyo! he is just so irritating la! i knew right form the start. nevermind. right now in PM class. watching a video on english chinese .. kindda merepek lah. hahaha..

weekends....what can be doned now? nothing. things has got to the extend of cousins getting involve about it. yes.. from this side its another story, but dont forget, he is still in contact with you. he might have known the real thing but from my side? its still a no. so how? hrrm...

suday morning, i have to apologise to siblings. sorry ok.. i have my reasons to do what i did. please. i hope for once, u understand me. abang, yes i know this is your project. its something you look forward to every year. same here. me and adek too. but just this time, let skip it please... adek, i know ur motive of coming down is to meet her. but please, for your dear brother, sacrifice it can? i will make up for you guys kn? promise. so yeah... went for maulid. near my house. blk 112. walking distance. its one of naufal's relatives. yeah.. friends of mine. hahahaha. reach home at about 1.30 pm... stayed home and rest. been coughing these few days. tired too. managed to get a short nap.

woken up by shah's call. went to wash up and got ready. by 5 was on the way to esplanade. actually planned to slack at Mac@ suntec for a while. but guess what! i passed by kallang stadium! got a match! shit! have to rush to esplanade then.. somethings need to be settled.. hehehhe.. reach esplanade at 6. thank god its still early. was suppose to to be stationed at ODTH.... long time since i work there. but at the last minute, had to be transferred to CH.... Jess transferred me! hahaha.. i love working in esplanade la sey. yes the job may not be an easy one. but the surroundings and the people. sumore with the presence of Riti, Shahirah, Paul, Helmi Azman and many more.. including the duty managers.. especially Jess! hahahaha.. even though there are some bitches and bastards around, it still make your day. i have never regretted working here. never regretted being asked to stay behind ti 1-2 am.. in fact.. i am more willing. just love it! hahaha

CH was a choir peformance by france and Cambridge high school students. i was sleeping trough out! hehehe. boring sia! after show, 11 boxes of Mouth Wash outside office. it has to be from theatre. Sing dollar. so yeah.. i have 36 bottles at home.. anybody wants? hahahha... more to come.. reach home at 12.30am. like i said. couldn't sleep. nvm...

saturday morning was doing up all my paper works for the meeiting. had a meeting at 1.20. members was late. started meeting at 2.15. hazel was not in a good state. i know whats going on. hahah.. after meeting, went over to cousins house. guess where it is? The Quartz Condominium. her house, i always have trouble searching. but not now! because...... its just a few blocks away from rahman's house..well.. nevermind... by 7 reach esplanade. i cant remember what i did.. but what i remember was, an auntie dropped her camera ionto the sea at outdoor theatre and blamed esplanade. bodoh!~ after that, saw the fire works! hahahhaha.. beauty.. yeas. nice. after that, lepak with hafiz, nadz and shah, infront of oub building. met farhan, khai and some old broadricians. like i expected them to sayy those words.. ow whatever! i even saw NABIL! as in not my abang...

reach home at about 1 am. nothing to update already. i had a busy week. very tired and sleepy not. still coughing. no idea whats gonna happen next.

A weeks Update

2009-07-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

its 1.30 am now.....things not right now days. haha.. everyone having problems. true.. each and every one now is facing major problems! but the most irritating is the EGO part! mcm PANTAT BTOL! haiyoh... dunn tell me you have thrown away that number and give up! halo! ow wells..

kaka nadiah going trough a very hard time.. hrm... cant do much to help her.. just praying for the best ok? hahhaah...alot happen lately.. but i'll just blog what i remember k...

firstly, i just came home! yeap.. watced the show SING DOLLAR!!

yeap! it was funn! super funny.. hahaha.... well.. something i recomed all to go.. but too bad.. its full house already till the end of the show.. maybe next year la ahk... the show. ok.. was shock to hear najib voice! he can sing.. i mean. he got the singers voice. good voice. kumar, forever.. bloody fool! hahhaha.. he was a cleaner in that play. and he dances well too.. together with hosen loeng.. both of them.. dancing to the michael jackson song smooth criminal.. yeaap. hosen looks like one with the stage props and all... oly he is short :P.
Shahirah is back... she went holidays at dubai.. hahhaa.. and yeah.. all the cat calls are back when the production guys hear her voice over the walkie... somehow.. she is a hot stuff in esplanade .. hahaha.. some ushers are also afert her.. yes.. i knoe! think i dunnoe ijit? bler shahirah VO je.. sumer nk TT la BC la..hahhaa... the show.. is all about insults.. haha.. about ren-ci TT durai.. mas selamat. all merepeks! then.. because of the language used.. at the end of the show, all was given mouth wash. hehe.

school was ok.. went to skewl with zub this morning.. breakfirst also .... class was WAD! yeah. class getting a bit complicated.. hahah, after that went for Friday prayers. dad fetch me. after prayers went to fetch mum at geylang before heading home. was home and playing CS..
mus train alot.. need to lawan bro. hehehe.

Thursday
Its Naims Birthday.. hahaha... well wishes to you new fren. hahaha
had WAD prac test.. couldent do the second set. cant figure out the java script. after that was lecture. and i feel.. i shall stop going for lecture. simple reason. the lecturer is reading text that we have. sometimes its a plus piont having him there.. but most of the time its a no no case. hahaha. during lecture.. malah was looking tough my phone.. and she suspected me and fad a couple?! haloo! please lah! merepek sia! hahaha.. then seh saw "her" picture and thot i am stalking.. thankx ah! ahhahahah

then was S.W.. i shall say we have a mad teacher and also gerek.. she super spotting and slenger lo! hahahahha... it was fields.. nothing we did except me and razin kena stupid punishment but in the end.. she kena back... darn selenge la!~after SW rush off to esplanade. hrrm. another long day...

wednesday
Had lecture in the morning.. after that went out of school to met bro.. yeap.. we have alot of plens coming up.. mcm paham.. iun the end.. i am the one who is busy.. hahaha... went to punggol CC for some interviews then had lunch at mac. he told me a sad news,... but no. we are still in singapore ryte? hahaha

then after lunch.. lepak at hougang mall for a while. then back in school for next lesson which was SW. it was indoors. yeap.. rainign all day.. in the mornign had a hard time waking up. soo sleepy.. headed home after SW and changed and off to esplanade again! hahahah this whole week is super busy with esplanade.

Tuesday
Finlay this day met up with bro.. hahhaha. mornign class was as per normal. in the afternoon, went over to al zuhri to meet fad and lai to show them their video. after that meet up with bro macha and aziz. hehehe. yeap.. lepak at cofeeshop for a while.. then went off to bro house to take his laptop. haha. actuallly was supose to bring him go my school.. tell you guys.. rahman is so scared to come my school la sia! hahaha... paderhal at that time, the schol is empty. ok

from his house.. went over to hougang mall.. met naim there.. hrrm.. then went over to library to sit and play FB .. hahah naim joined us after that.. then 3 of us went to lepak at the old place. yeap. talked alot.. naim is rahman cousin.. some one fun to be with. hahaha... cute siak dier.. haha ok.. i am not gay ok. plens on celebrating his birthday is coming up hahahha. nope.. not telling it here.. will blog when its doned!

Cousins Wedding

2009-07-19T10:08:00.000+08:00

15 July - Wednesday
nothing much in school, took half day off. hehe.. went over oITE HQ for The malay youth forum heheh. went there by own transport! took MRT to dover. met ahmed there! sejak biler orang tu dah ... ... ... ... ... ni syafiqah tau.. mampos! hahahhahahah... lols... then took bust to HD.. in bus got a shock!~ FREAKING SHOCK! never mind.. cant say much..

The panelist for the dialog was Dr Faishal, Mr Maliki Osman, Mr Zainul, Dr Yaacob, and Mr zainudin Nordin. basically we discussed alot about school and the workforce out there, then into youth attitudes towards school and then went into youths in relationship...

after that, dr faishal drove me to compass point. he bought dinner for family and i went to meet up with some friends to slack. came home at about 9.

Thursday was a long day for me. hahaha.. Watch Harry potter!! something all of you have to catch.. yeap.. cool... love potions.. hahahahhahahaha.. how i wish .. ... ... ... ... hahahh int the evening.. had modules at esplanade.. basically....was not concentrating at all! some people just have nothing better to do! what do you want from me? what? and u bloody coward! y so scard to admit who you are! Fuck you! i mean it! FUCK YOU! i wont let you destroy friendship of mine! u can try all you want.. u wont succeed! actually... i knoe who you are lah ok.. hahahhaha . so can blah with ur nonsens! couldent sleep well that night.

Friday 17 July Happy birthday To ahmed..

normal work.. chester a lil imitating.. things are not done! and push to me.. thankx! wen t friday prayers with mr ismail... then after that.. had teachers day auditions.. yeap.. very good performance.. a very good response too... by 4, headed home and then off to esplanade. the show was Journey to the west.... some monkey god thing. but it its alot of acrobats.. super wonderful show.. beautiful too... show ends,.. befor going home.. called up bor! i cant say much. but its just so sad and very pityful to knoe abour rahmans situation.. haiz... thenwas supose to go bu biba majlis.. but mum was about to go home.. YAY! went home.. if not i have to stay there till like 1 am? no men! hahahaha

alept at 1 am aniway.. woke up at 6.. prepared all.. byu 9.. went over to bubu biba house for the nikah session.. yes... everything was well alhamdulillah... hahaha majlis.. SO alot of coincidence! hahahahha first! the kendarat team... alongs and gang! bukad budak 4pm la sey! hahahaha.. ok tak pasal.. then my sec fren was there too! we are related! GOSH! hahahah.. ok nevermind... then saw ain! hahahhaahhahaha! i look at her 3 times before confirming its her! hahahhaa! gerek ehk! ok tkper still godd.. the worst was EXACTLY after ain left! a whole load of budak budak zuhri came! i was super shock how in the world they are here! rupenyer.. they are all rahman (as in my abang sedare) friends.. haiyo! connections connections connections! hahaha.. no wories. they din see me.. i hid. wakakakaka... the whole day there.. helping the majlis out.. gerek lah sey! meet up with alot of cuzzens.. uncles.. hahahha. bubu sakinah moved house.. she is now staying in the condo where my fresn are.. haiyo! coincidence again! aper lah nk jadi!!!! hahaha... came home at about 8.. super penat gyler rabak to the max! did some thigs an then went to sleeep! cant stand the tierdness... hahahahah..

its suday today.. maulid in the orning.. another coincidence.. hahahha...rumah shakir! gerek kapeeer! hahahaha.. ok now going out.. bye!~

short update

2009-07-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

nothing much to update. haha

today was on time for skewl but martin was lat.. as usual.. wakaakak... lesson was on WAD. java scripting... on prac.. i can do.. no prob. but on paper.. how will handle it.. fail! thats the word. how to memorise with this slow brains of mine! dont dream of passing AN!

after lesson submite the TP list to Mr Chu. then went down to Sc.. slag there while members are preparing for the kids read programme. hahha. at 1pm, had a meeting with mdm haj on tomorrows MP dialog session. then back to office. started facebook. hahah.. gerek.. lok at friends photos and i was WOW! super WOW! hahaha.. cant stop smiling looking at all the photos.. hehehhe.. aidil came.. he joined browsing the photos.. even he wowed! then switch to multiply where he took some advantage of my ccount.. hrrrm.. wonders wonders wonders ....

by 3.45.. went off to Astoria. nice place to live. haha.. then made my way home. was at kembanga. so msg bro hoping to meet up with him. he has been missing for quite a long time.. worried and also scard of whats going on.. bro, is everything alright?. i cant contect u.. no respond at all... hrrm... met fadhilah at bustop instead. hahaha. ce habsah saw us.. hehehe.. lolz!~ what ever! met zub also.. hahha. he is one bloody fool! banykla ko nyer prac 3! umor tk cukop.. nk step je! aku derlah gipecaye! bahlol kau! hahaha

reach home at about 5.20.. was on the phone.. haha. some one dare me! hrrrm.. we shall see.. WE SHALL SEE OK GURL! hahahaha. ended the convo at about 6.. wash up and did all necessary things..

kamsani is out :(.. cant do much.. praying for wild card.. hahaha... nothing much to say..
new pictures uploded to web.. take a look soon/.. bye...

GALA NITE (KOLEJ 56 THE MUSICAL)

2009-07-13T06:37:00.000+08:00

life have been different nowdays. hehe... too busy in the weekend and also fell sick... sian!~

ok!~ last friday wen home early after prayers. Finlay after 2-3 months, i am back at esplanade. a show at CH.. woohoo!~ just miss esplanade. hehe. was SSO show. which ended super late. and left HP at office.. cool. hahah..

reach home, din bother anything and sleep!~. woke up saturday morning, went for maulid and then collect HP.. got alot of update and some people sedang dilamun cinta! but never wil she or he admint!~ haiz. so ego!

saturday evening, was at DBS auditorium. watching GALA NITE (KOLEJ 56 THE MUSICAL). before that met kak su. had a long chat with her! so much things happen while she was away and soon, we are gonna give up. haiz.. just not sure of whats gonna happen next year. at the foyer area, met alot of mates. friends. hahah aidil, zab, saiful, kaz.. alot la.. saiful was one of the performers.

the play was on the life story of students in kolej 56. its a story where students are not allowed to be in love with each other including the staffs. but the real fact is, there a re some. unfortunately, they love in silence. some managed to confess and be happy silently. even the staffs. on top of that, students come to school to look good and be the hot stuffs. and, only the hottest gal and the hotest guy ken be together. but at the end of the day, its not about looks guys. its not. love is about you and who you are. its not about how good u look and how attractive you are. at the end of the story, the most hot girl went on relationship with a not good looking guy. because they were just friends and soon they fley the love and care for each other but both decided to run away from the fact because never did they imagine to win each others heart especially the guy. because he is not good looking. well.. it was a good show on malay youths in school. grades and attitude play a big part. as parents also, they have to put thier position in that kids life. times change and ways change. a very good play i shall say...

after the show, we 3 brothers wanted to have dinner but went home instead. had dinner at 12.30 am!~ parents was asleep. wash up and went to sleep. sunday morning, woke up with abit of flu. and mum was super high. she was so not herself. a lil irritating. hahahha... went for maulid at pasiis. then home. and slept. just too tierd. hahahah. not sure what took my energy. hahaha. woke up at 6. performed asar prayers then magrib. slag around. performed isyak prayers then was on the phone for a while then off to sleep again. super sleepy.

woke up at 5 this morning. turn on laptop and play facebook till about 6 then went to wash up and got ready for school. went out wih dad at about 7.45. owh ya.. i yell at my mum. she was just teasing me of what i did in the morning. wont say what i did. she is just so nonsenses lah sey!~ irritating. i yell at her: mother...SHUT UP!~ and she did!~ woohoo! gerek pe! hahahaha...

currently in class.. lessons a bit boring and thats why i am here bloging.. haha.. and also will be going home. wont be going for after noon class.

before i go off.. bro has been missing from action for long. i tynk he is in KL but seems like he should be back. haiz.. where is he? cant contact him at all. sms also no respond. calls not answered. haiz.. haiz...

kk.. off now.. bye

You are not alone

2009-07-09T19:34:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday To Liana And Faiq.... may all your wishes come true and lead a good long life :D

shall say a lil about today first. last night slept early. too tired due to that night outing. hehe.. repayback my sleep :). woke up at 6 am for subuh then went back to sleep. then at about 7.30, woke up again, bath and all then headed to school and i was like super early?! hahaha.. first lesson was WAD. its getting more and more interesting. hehehe. wells.. it plays a big part in my MJRS development. but first i need some databases. had a 15 mins break in between. go drin my fav coconut juice. hehe. back to lessons. it ended at about 11.45 am.

then headed for lunch. during lunch, had some small chats..the song you are not kindda getting popular.. hrrrm.. then some people searching for the song orang ketiga? hahhaha.. the song very nice actually. haha.

then headed back to SC .. had alot of work to do. martins attendance not done yet.at 1, went for lecture. and marting was late!~ hahhaha. lecture today was a a bit boring. its like the theory of the prac just now. repeating.. somme in lecture was restless. super restless. i expected so. asking stupid questions and all. and i could even fall a sleep. hahhaahah! cool ehk!

after lecture performed zohor prayers then went for meeting. which ended at 6.30. perform asar prayers and back home.

13 You Are Not Alone.wma -

this song is really meaning full. very meaningful. found this song last night after like it was being populated online. mum was also into it. well. its just very meaning full. and i wish to dedicate it to all my dearest family and friends ..

they are:

My Dad And Mom

My Abang - Nabil

My Adek - Zahid

not to forget another set of siblings
Ahmed || Ameer || Affifah

My Bro - Abdurrahman

____________________________________________________________________

Friends

Adam - The hotstuff guy

Hidayat - all time fav bear

Farahin - high pitch mother

Shahruddin - Pop Star

well.. this song goes out to specially you guys.....

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come running'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

ssd

2009-07-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

You are not alone

2009-07-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

2009-07-08T22:25:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Michael Jackson Lyrics | You Are Not Alone Lyrics

todoy

2009-07-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

today woke up a bit late due to late night acivites. hehe!~ gerek ryte? hehehe .. shall there be a newt time? hehe but not too often. i need sleep. after subuh prayers went to sleep. and woke up at 7.45 am! LECTURE IS AT 8am! but i din bother to like rush. no no no. no need to rush. haha. very mean. cant be bothered!~

last nyte was on the phone with faizal. hrm.. they need to work things out. seriousely. and guess what, iwas added at facebook t the group. i shall join them and see how it goes kay? hehe

ok then reach school. of cos late lor!~ hahaha but i waas kinda nto the latest. hahaha. lecture was ok. normal notes and all stuffs. waiting for prac and all will stick in my brains. swear! after lecture, rush off to meet chester as some profile updates of class have to be done. friends ezlinc cards and also the class results slips. then headed to cafe 1 for breakfirst with mates and headed for PM after that. Pm we had a new project to do. hrrm.. a company.. so much of innovations and explorations... just wait and see what nonsens and how gyler we can get. hahaha... i shall say... PM is the best lesson ever. the lecturer gerek to the max!

after PM.. heade to office

First Day of School

2009-07-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the first day of school. wel. so happy to be back. we tease wan on the h1n1 because ;last week he was a positive. hehhe.. so funn .. school started at 10.30, i came at 1.50. as per normal.. hahhaa.. chester appointed me my previous post!~ hiyo! .. it was LLA lesson.. the teacher a bit too gerek ah.. hahha.. kena with soime irritating students in my class.. haiz.. gets worst.. well but it was filled with fun and laughter. hahaha... then we went off to east point banquet to have our lunch. there we chat alot about attachments and all.. problems we face.. wah.. hey u knoe what? most of them are a changed person. hahhaha 4 months of not meting! phew! that was long... Dani, he change alot.. y? noe everything is about money! help on anything, money please! hahah.. because he was attached at sim lim. so you should understand his situation. hahhah by 2 pm headed back to school, had lecture on WAD.. kindda gerek lesson. martin teaching us. lecture was until 4. went to perform zohor prayers, then went for WAD prac lessons. more and more fun i shall say. hahaha. i relise on thing. we are kinda divided into 2 class. the best thing, non of our malay friends are separated! gerek kapeeer! see! the bonding of us as classmates!~ hahhaha.. ok what ever. WAD class ended at 5.40. headed home. took 31 then drop after sfara, accompanied wan then went home. performed asar prayers then turn on laptop. hehe.. miss laptop today! check important stuffs.

after magrib, got prepare and went for ugame class @ Uts hassan place. which ended at about 10.30. as usual, we wil wait for everyone to leave before we assist hassan in cleaning up the house. hrrrm.. after which, he talked to us a bit.. and he requested something from me!~ haiyo! ahmed told me about it weeks earlier that hassan is gonna ask me this favour. its not that i dunn want. its a lil keberatan. what is his favour? he wants me and ahmed to lead maulids and gasidah's. seriously, i say, i cant! its like a NO NO thing.. walau... his majlis kalau kt umnah orang tkper jugak. ni, its at mosques, super big gatherings? i rather be behind there playing the kom pang asper usual. lagy gerek. while talk ing and talking, THAT top[ic came in. the topic that i spoke to faishal about. ust TM is now aware about it. and i tell you guys.. that whole kumpulan is in deep trouble!

Its all about Dengki and khianat. i told everything to hassan about what i notice. kak sue was home, i ask kak sue if i was right. she relised i was! see!DENGKI! that whole group sabo last sundays majlis. haiz. what do you want and what u do dat? i mean you are not small kids! you are adults. haiyo! and all this while, since we entered ur organization, we have been supporting all ur events. somehow or what, we support for the main reason of what? to see you all and the majlis success. but! i just cant believe what happen last sunday! its ur own organization and you ur self sabo the whole team?! making ur own organization loose face?! do you knoe who are the people that attended the majlis? halo! do you knoe who are this people?! FREAKING NO! U DO NOT! just so shock that educated people like you guys reacts like this! just see the disappointment in hassan's face and you will understand where he stands now!

came home at about 12. seriously, was super darn tierd. hahaha... i dunnow why.. dun ask.. just so tierd. did not even have the energy to talk on the phone sia.. hahahha.. came home, perform isyak prayers and then i am done! snoring away.. hahah

this morning woke up at 4 because of abangs freaking stupid alarm!~ but he never wake up! dengs! hahaha.... cant sleep back. got prepared for subuh prayers then only managed to get my sleep. woke up around 8am! and my class is at 9 am! din bother to rush. hehe.. this that. reach school at about 9.15.. class started. like DUH! hahahahha.. in class had this ecohness of H1N1.. again.. main target wan... and ya.. y is every one calling me ansari? when they use to call me an. helow, it make a difference ok.. but not as bad as some one.. calling me .... nevermind... its her days now.. mine will come soon... "leave it to fate"... whahahaha...

was in the office all the way till about 4. went for lunch date with hazelinda and farahin merajok.. which is so tak perlu. at 4.15, cabbed down to alzuhri to meet up with fad and lai. they wanted to do their project things.. owh ya.. came out of cab, nysa ans sakinah shock me by yelling my name from the side! bodoh btol .. and hrrm.. wonder wats up with them dressing up soo pretty today.. especially sakinah.. hrrrm... ok da. stop~!

perform asar prayer there then went over to geylang did some shopping before going home. ain saw me on the way home.. haha.. din see her... reach home at about 7.40. now updating blog.. gonna start working on MJRS.. yes..

so bye!~

confused night

2009-07-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

was not able to sleep last night. went to bed early. at about 10 was off to room but laptop was on outside cos have to run somethings.. cant sleep.. its like super early? hahah... toss and turn, then rmembered bro! long time din contact hym. so called hym.. GUESS WHAT! he found a job! like OMG!!! was like so happy lah sey! hahaha.. we has been working hard to get a job seh.. finally god answered his prayers. may blessings be with him. but.. i pity him a bit.. hrrm.. tkper.. not for u al to knoe.. so yeah.. went on the phone with a friend. talk till about 1 am and sleep because its just getting worst.. hahaa.. kept irritating me more and more! bugger!~

but i was unable to sleep. at the moment. was so happy for bro.. then i started thinking of his words. my friends words. adam's words. all this came to me.. i was just talking to my heart. what does it wants? why all of a sudden, each time i think about it.. i feel very sad. why am i sacrificing so much? why?

i advice people, dunn lie to ur heart. but why am i doing it?! i advice people, dunn keep in ur heart. let it out. tell ur true feelings. but why cant i do that? why do i have to hide all this from everyone? i tell people its not a wrong thing and never take it as a wrong thing.. but me? am i doing it? no.

was about to doze off... rahman;s words came to my mind. he advice me not once.. but 4 times. yes.. it was suppose ment to be a joke.. but..... entah lah ehk.

at another moment, i felt happy ... because i have these people by my side. felt so grateful. god is just so great etting me meet this people. but again. hrrrrm.... will all this like .....? will it? will it not? if yes, for how long? how short? how fast? how slow?

farahin and yat came into my mind. to be frank, thats the third. (dun have to knoe third of what and all.. just read)..the news sounded bad. but good but sad and happy! and some disappointing.

are you telling me trough out my life.. this is my fate?
are you telling me trough out my life i will always find what that will be gone?
are you telling me trough out my life i shall hide in the darkness and appear bright?

where is .....?
when will i find ....?

went online with ahmed. again.. started thinking... ahemd was the 1st...haiz..
why do i have to always keep loosing .....
is this some kind of fate? ijit?
or its just not the right time?
every ones words are coming to my mind. i just do not knoe what to do!~

sometimes.. mostly.. rarely...fortnightly.. often:
we talk
we share
we work
we suffer
we scold each other for stupid jokes
we skive
we solve
we learn

what is this? fate?

owh ya.. the word fate.. hahaha. some one is just leaving alot to fate.. hehehe
and she sounded soooo Happy after getting "my" number. kekeke.. ok back to topic

if this is fate,
why do i still hear things that hurts?
that saddens me?
that shatters me?
that silence me?

oh god, please guide me. please. i have benn pondering over this for long. very long. just ant let it out. no matter how much i try, just cant let it out.
she was right: rahsia hati, tk sesiapa pun yang tahu.
but trust me. i have start thinking about this for weeks.. even in the day
please.. i was never put in this position.
why now that it comes
why now when we will be like in different world soon
why now when everything is about to end
why now when there is another gameplen

why?!
why!?
why?!

that took my whole night away. woke up for subuh prayers, after that.. went back to sleep. again.. cant sleep.. anly managed to doze of at about 0 but awaken by 10.
tomorrow, school starting soon.. i hope all this questions do not come back i just hoe it does not. i need sleep. this thinking better not overcome me in class. please...
maybe i shall just take all this as a stupid nonsense?
maybe i shall like just forget all about it?
just live with the flow?
how?
what should i do?
what?!

mrs syahid, ahmed, rahman, efa, farahin, adam.
these are the names of the pople who are advisers to me.hahaha...
ok.. i took 15 mins to blog this.. thats fast! hahahha.. ok away with all that..

i watched transformers like .... hahhahahahahawell..
nothing much to say
owh ya! i have a question for you all
what wil you do if some one teases u, and you can tease her back but u cant. because of certain reason. what will you do?
tomorrow's the day i have to like tolerate!
GERAM SIOL!
tkper
ader ubi ader batas...
ader hari.. BOLEH BALAS!
hahhahaahahahhahahahahahah
dah KEDAI TUTOP!
Diam!~
bye

Thursday

2009-07-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

last night came home at about 11.30..kindda early.. hahha.. syiok.. hahah.. well.. had a small party by the beach to celebrate some birthdays.. well i was invited.. so went lo.. farhan fetch me.. he bought new bike.. cool sia! haha... reach west cost at about 8.10.. just in time before ivey and her BF came.. hahahha.. darren briefed us on how it goes.. and i swear to you all.. it suckx! surprise HOTAK DEORANG.. i said.. changed pleen.. just follow what i and fadhil say..both of us are the crazy bloopers.. so yeah..

first that happen was the flying cake then the coke before the flour. hahahaha.. the plen was just floor and DONE! boring ryte? we added on.. then the ghostly character then the forth leg game.. fries butter and butterflies.. yes! hahahahha butterflies.. gerek kapeer.. well.. god thing i din get a smack from ivey.. hahahahhah.. then songs.. karaoke.. at about 10.30.. i saw things a lil got abit out of hand.. not so bad lah.. its their culture of party.. drinks and all. me and some of us took our leave.. well they understood. wont be meeting them till the refresher modules starts. hahaha..reach home... like i guess.. hahahahhahaha... kene marah rabak2.. haha.. slept at about 1 am... before that disturbed bro.. sms hym. kekeke... haha.. tapi tk layan.. rabs btol!~ hahahah tkper.. cnfrm penat agak.. monthsary pe! hahhaha

Today. had a meeting at noon... last minit thing again! hrrm... well i guess i have to tolerate al this... have to take charge already.. haiz..

owh ya.. something to share.. woke up for subuh prayers just now. after prayers was on laptop.. parents was super weired. i was using laptop in the kitchen.. on the dining table. where mum and dad having break first. i never expected them to open this topic. i mean not early in the morning..

they started discussing on my life.. as in WEDDING!?????.. wth?? i was caught.. i cant run . i had work to do.. so have to stay seated.. they started talking about this and that. i kept silent.. hoping they wont ask me anything! but they did!~ asking me if i am hiding a girl from them or not. ask me if i have interest on some one.. if some one had interest in me and all that lah! seriously.. i dunn understand them sometimes. at a point of time.. they want to knoe. but at some point ... they dun alloy us having all this relationship.. but aniway.. not worries. no one in mind.. haha.. actually there is.. but.. hrm... tkperlah. diam diam suak.. hehe ni kalau rahman tau.. mmpos! knfrm kene marah seh.. hahahahahah.. ok that aside..but ah.. i just feel this morning discussion sounded very serious.. too serious.. hope they are not up to something or suspecting somethings.. hrrm.. i just feel.. never mind..

about 8 i as a bit bored.. read blogs.. hrrm.. long time never read blog.. came across syahira's blog. so like whatever! no updates.. i guessed so.. she started blogging because of me.. to tell me something.. but too bad.. its vanish into thin air.. read broadricians blogs.. got some updates.. new people bloggins.. hrrm.. unexpected.. then started reading Al-Zuhri students nyer blog.. weih! interesting lah seh! hahahaha... read their stories.. funn.. gerek lah sey! i read alot about kids camp.. so many stories.. and hey... i saw my name on some blogs.. but was unexpected to see some sentences about me on some blogs.. ow men... its good things lah.. but a lil too good.. hrrm.... tkper.. btol ah aper rahman ckp.. haiz.. susah idop. susah... then went out at about 11... went out.. reach at about 12. but those poeple was not there yet. i guessed so in the first place.

did all the work and discussion.. ended at about 2. called mac.. had lunch there.. then at about 3. went off to tamp int cos had to topup my mum's ezlink cards. then took 31 to stadium (only 1 stop) met farhan there. pass him some things, then took 67 straight to mjd kassim. was expecting to meet fadhilah and rahman. expecting gyler nyer. haha. but they ended skewl like at 1? haha... wells.. pe form zohor prayers, headed home. hrrm.. was on the phone all the way.. i swear.. that person on the line was super irritating gyler! well.. hari dier ni! tu sebab! was on the phone till about 6 plus then went to wash up and prepared for magrib prayers.. haha.. hrrm.. i have been trying to contact bro since morning.. looks like he tk layan.. hrrrm... owh ya.. some one ngamok cos i put rahman as my bother at FB.. hahaha.. ehk.. aku nyer suker ahk.. sebok je! wakakakaka...

tomorrow. morning meet mr marting for the CEO visit again... that will be in the morning. noon of cos friday prayers... after that.. going out with friends. .. hrrm... evening.. going for maulid at mjd alkaf.. since i came back from KL.. i have been looking forward for all Hassan's majlis, and majlis rasulullah events. just love their ways and all.. hahah.. saturday and sunday also have majlises. but clash a lil. sat i having BBQ.. not sure yet where.. sunday.. got 2 majlis maulid. dunnoe which one to go...

ok getting late and bored.. bye.. want go play CS
PS: addicted to wax! thanks bro!~

Thursday

2009-07-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

last night came home at about 10.30..kindda early.. hahha.. syiok.. hahah.. well.. had a small party by the beach to celebrate some birthdays.. well i was invited.. so went lo.. farhan fetch me.. he bought new bike.. cool sia! haha... reach west cost at about 8.10.. just in time before ivey and her BF came.. hahahha.. darren briefed us on how it goes.. and i swear to you all.. it suckx! surprise HOTAK DEORANG.. i said.. changed pleen.. just follow what i and fadhil say..both of us are the crazy bloopers.. so yeah..

first that happen was the flying cake then the coke before the flour. hahahaha.. the plen was just floor and DONE! boring ryte? we added on.. then the ghostly character then the forth leg game.. fries butter and butterflies.. yes! hahahahha butterflies.. gerek kapeer.. well.. god thing i din get a smack from ivey.. hahahahhah.. then songs.. karaoke.. at about 10.30.. i saw things a lil got abit out of hand.. not so bad lah.. its their culture of party.. drinks and all. me and some of us took our leave.. well they understood. wont be meeting them till the refresher modules starts. hahaha..reach home... like i guess.. hahahahhahaha... kene marah rabak2.. haha.. had an early night.

Today. having a meeting at noon... last minit thing again! hrrm... well i guess i have to tolerate al this... have to take charge already.. haiz..

owh ya.. something to share.. woke up for subuh prayers just now. after prayers was on laptop.. parents was super weired. i was using laptop in the kitchen.. on the dining table. where mum and dad having break first. i never expected them to open this topic. i mean not early in the morning..

they started discussing on my life.. as in WEDDING!?????.. wth?? i was caught.. i cant run . i had work to do.. so have to stay seated.. they started talking about this and that. i kept silent.. hoping they wont ask me anything! but they did!~ asking me if i am hiding a girl from them or not. ask me if i have interest on some one.. if some one had interest in me and all that lah! seriously.. i dunn understand them sometimes. at a point of time.. they want to knoe. but at some point ... they dun alloy us having all this relationship.. but aniway.. not worries. no one in mind.. haha.. actually there is.. but.. hrm... tkperlah. diam diam suak.. hehe ni kalau rahman tau.. mmpos! knfrm kene marah seh.. hahahahahah.. ok that aside..but ah.. i just feel this morning discussion sounded very serious.. too serious.. hope they are not up to something or suspecting somethings.. hrrm.. i just feel.. never mind..

about 8 i as a bit bored.. read blogs.. hrrm.. long time never read blog.. came across syahira's blog. so like whatever! no updates.. i guessed so.. she started blogging because of me.. to tell me something.. but too bad.. its vanish into thin air.. read broadricians blogs.. got some updates.. new people bloggins.. hrrm.. unexpected.. then started reading Al-Zuhri students nyer blog.. weih! intresting lah seh! hahahaha... read their stories.. funn.. gerek lah sey! i read alot about kids camp.. so many stories.. and hey... i saw my name on some blogs.. but was unexpected to see some sentances about me on some blogs.. ow men... its good thigs lah.. but a lil too good.. hrrm.... tkper.. btol ah aper rahman ckp.. haiz.. susah idop. susah... then went out at about 11... went out.. reach at about 12

tomorrow. morning meet mr marting for the CEO visit again... that will be in the morning. noon of cos friday prayers... no plans after that yet... hrrm... evening.. going for maulid at mjd alkaf.. since i came back from KL.. i have been looking forward for all Hassan's majlis, and majlis rasulullah events. just love their ways and all.. hahah.. saturday and sunday also have majlises. but clash a lil. sat i having BBQ.. not sure yet where.. sunday.. got2 majlis maulid. dunnoe which one to go... hahaha..

ok getting late and bored.. bye.. wan go play CS
PS: addicted to wax! thanks bro!~

2009-04-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Saturday morning as per usual, went for mauled in the morning, then after that went to pasar shopping.. went home, something happen.. just lost mood .. all I have to say and always say is that I have to just sedar diri where the hell I stand in their eyes.. mestilah. Who am I sey compared to them… memang lah… when it comes to my part, no one bothers.. millions of excuses were created! I just get sick and tired of it each time it happens! Just so stupid of mo to have always give in .. give and give and give.. but never gotten it back!

Just lost the mood! Msg zub to tell him to contact aidil to meet him somewhere as aidil should be going with me,.. but with no mod. Thot of not going.. but dunnoe what happen, aidil dah smpai my area! Haiz! Forced my self to go.. waited for those 2 heartless ppl to leave. Then I went out, meet aidil, then took a cab there.. in cab was so silent..

Reach ECP at about 3.45.. the brainless person sms me.. kindda trying to show some FAKE concern.. gi mampos arh! Tynk I will be so touched by ur FAKE concern?! Halo! I live with you! But good that you ppl knoe that I lost the mood!

Went over to mac to had lunch.. well, there I tried to cheer up.. kesian kn if I were to still be so moody to friends.. zub and nysa was one of the main reasons that I was high.. hahah.. got to knoe that sue was coming... zub told me.. and I was like?? Like I care like that… but aidil was . hahhaaha..

Lepak2 then at 4.30 went to report.. got a free t-shirt.. super kuning! So like?!?!?!~ hahaha… I got a bit irritated by zub and bysa cos they kept updating me about sue .. then I said this to zub: EHK! Korang pk aku pedulik kaper si bodoh tu datang tk! Tk penting bagi aku.. haha.. kalau nak update sangat.. bilang pat dektu(pointing to aidil.. hahhahahah..a….) nysa mcm blur.. me and zub laughing.. hahahha.. aidil muker step malu! Then sue came to our lepak area.. zub saw the action.. me and sue wer like tk kenal each other at all.. now only zub and nysa saw how bad our gadoh is! Hahha

Me and ahmed was a marshal/road safety cyclist.. kindda susah ahk jugak.. penat.. cos I have to like go up and down the whole route of cycling just to make sure all cyclist, safety cyclist and facilitator are safe and also not lost or doing anything funny.. .. kindda of cool lah… but tell you.. some youngsters are just so rude..no shall say bodoh to the max!i yel to them, keep left.. no racing.. no over taking.. but they still do it when I said.. bodokn?/.. hahahha..
Reached marina brag at about 12.30.. chill , makan and all. Then me and ahmed went around to see the other faci doing their group activity.. hahaha.. reached group zub… he was nt there.. thot he go toilet.. bler smapi group nysa, there he is! Group sendrik tk jage! Dating rupernyer! Hahahhaha abes tu bleh menag best group lagi seh!!! Haha.. tk adil!

Me and ahmed was the first few to leave for ECP cos we have to like station ourselves at some points as there are super big lorries goin in and out.. then from there was just escorting the whole group and all… oh ya.. u guys knoe how veron drives? Kaki atas kaki. Lepak gyler.. hahahha… kene saman baru tau…hahaha.. tompang my beg in veron's car.. haha.. malas nak bawak..

the best thing about this cycling that i lurve most is that.. we yell at participants not to speed. but we speed all the way.. race all the way. hahaha.. slopes down was alot when on the way back.. so lagi syiok lah..

Reach back to east coast at about 4.45 am.. this that.. we safety dah dismiss.. I just stayed around the faci and participants area. cos they stil have activities going on.. made alot of new friends.. zahin, shah, sya, roziely, fadhil.. all were lepaking around there.. cos al is enther staff or marshalls or logistic people.. then when they were about to end.. went over to mac and waited for zub and gang.. my adek reach first cos he cycles.. he said kak sue was folowing zub.. and i was like.. kepo!~.. adek went off first cos he have to cycle home..…at mac makan and all. Then went home at about 8.. guess what! nysa ken even go for kendarat ! tk penat kaper?! as for me.. when reach home.. tros tido! On the floor la.. cos if sleep on bed. My mum will make noise and nanti aku bingit.. hahaha

Woke up around 3.30pm, wash up and all.. then went off to work.. hrrm.. CATS!!! Woohoo!! Cool to the max!! cats all around you. In the theatre.. I swear. I dunn even knoe where to station myself.. they are like walking all over.. ended at about 10.30.. want to go home.. but malas.. took taxi home.. but befor that.. kos I will reach home early.. I walk all the way to lavender while on the phone with my friend. Hahha.. cool ehk.. there was when I took the cab..

Wah.. super long post.. hahah..
Ok.. today.. work was normal.. a bit boing.. owh ya.. btw.. I keep going to facebook lately.. y? kept visiting someone’s fotos! Hrrm.. entah kenaper…. Dah diam.. ahmed also knoes about it.. hahah.. same reason also. hehehe..

today had a kindda good day.. getting abit stress.. left with 4 more days! haiz!.. hrrm.. had lunch at food culture... introduce zub to the tempat solat.. and also. sattled some admin things for zahin cos he wanted to join SC... .

was being tego-ed by lots of students.. they recognize me.. but i dun recognise them.. from the night cycling lah! hahahah..

inthe morning, went over to CDC for a while to meet adam.. finally.. he passed! then went to school.. CVC.. meet veron.. gave her the letter and she was like: i dunn want letter.. i want the tshirt! hahahha... mepek ahk tu pompan! theni replied .. who ask u go home early? ahhaha..

went off at about 6.15 pm.. penat to the max! hahha smpai rumah about 7.30. did blasting.. super jia lat! no luck! haiz!

somehow i feel much better at home just now.. mum has been talking to me alot.. hrrm. sejak she work in school ehk.. i realized she has been talking to me alot.. she luahkan alot about those problematic students in school and all lah.. hrrm.. kindda happy that she knoes she has someone to talk to. cos both my bros are not those listener type.. only at certain moods... hahah....

ok2 dah.. penat nie.. i stil owe my self alot of sleep since the KL trip.. now the cycling .. hrrm.. banyak hutang..

bye

p.s: ada seseorang manusia berpakat bersama seorang teman untuk menyamar menjadi kekasihnya. tapi in the end.... hrrm..
tu lah... main main lagi lah.. :P

2009-04-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

Was inKL for the past 3 days. had alot alot alot of fun. went there with my family angkat, my uncle actually.. haha.. so yeah.. lets update.

actually was suppose to go by the tour bus, but then, uncle decided to drive there..so went out of house after subuh prayers, the came and fetch me and straight we speed up to tuas as we know for sure, its gonna hell jam at woodlands. turn out, tuas also jam to the max.. mamu went using the bus lane. before we reach there ustaz hassan call us to see where were are. all drivers were to meet at machap then, together drive up to kl in convoy.. hassan was already in the tuas jam.. so yeah... filter in and out the lanes..

then speed up to machap. in the car, bebual gyler things, listening to jiwang sings and singing it out loud i our worst voices.. making effa darn irritated in the car. hahaha...BEST!!!.. then when we reach machap. we expected hassan to be there waiting for us..guessed what... we called him, he is still in the jam! can you belive it?!.. haiz.. then he said no need to wait for him if we tau jalan to the resort.. actually.. we do not knoe the way.. but.. instead of waiting.. might as well we drive off.

from there we proceeded to Kl straight .. no stopping at all.. haha.. syiok.. car was running at 150km/h.. flying.. cool. hahah.. ameer very cute. he sat in front with me. he pangku me and said : pangku bai mcsm dudok kat sofa. KUANG ASAM!!! haha.. then he could even sleep leh! hahah.. but cool lah... we were a bit lost aafter exiting the highway.. btw, met another of my uncle on the highway cos i recognise their car number.. hehe.. guess where the chalet was.. its super duper deep gyler into the forest! super deep to the max nyer. about 1 hour of driving in the forest... but i tell you.. its darn cooling.. beautiful flowers.. all over..ken maen citer hindustan skali.. hahha... really back to nature..

reached the cahelt about 3.30.. there was oinli 3 cars.. the rombongan contains 15 cars actually.. looks like they are all either lost or stucked in the massive jam.. haiz.. we then solat zohor.. dint jamak cos we still have time.. then asar and then proceeded back to chalet and sleep.. but oni unle and anut slept.. ameer wanted to go for a swim.. so i teman him, effa tagged along.. me and effa went round the chalets.. super duper nice.. haiz.. words cant describe the beauty.. then ahmed joined us.. took some photos. owh ya.. this trip, never take alot of photos.. was too excited and happy till dont bother about phtot takig the other cars came by at about 5.30.. but very funny leh.. ustaz hassan maseh blo, smpai2 .. paderhal.. he reached tuas first then us.. haiz!~ the 2 coach, of cos.. have reach yet.. at about 9 then hasan reach the resort.. super exhausted faces.. kesian kak sue.. she is pregnant summore.. haiz.. her face super pale.. at this moment.. i started to miss 2 friends of mine!! ADAM AND SYAFIQAH!!! its like ,... aroun g this time, we will be like smssing each other.. then bout 11 pm.. will talk on the phone till about 2-3 am.. haiz.. where are thay! why is my phone silent!

then at about 10, the coach arrived.. all tierd faces... haiz.. kesian.. then all of us solat jamak isyak and magrib together.. then went to sleep... i cant sleep.. was sitting at the restaurant.. just waiting for my phone to ring.. but i knoe it wont.. haha.. ahemd came out, saw me.. sat down .. chatted till about 1 am.. haiz.. hrrm.. i feel very honoured to have ahmed, effa and ameer.. even tho they are just my cousins, i live then as my own borther and sisters.. hrrm...

next morning.. woke up at 4.30 am.. wash up adn then went to the surau.. ramai solat tahajud and all.. then subuh then some kuliah and then solat doha.. then at 9, all assebble in front of the pool for morning exercise. fun. super klaka rabak gyler nyerr.. hahahha... then after that was breakfast, then had family telematch.. fun fun fun.. we din win.. but nevermind.. haha... but at least.. we are not so bad as another team.. they lost.. this is what they did...

hahaha.. the judge was thrown in. after that.. all got prepared for zohor prayers, then after prayers, straight away went off to mjd negara for the majlis. whis was the main reason why i went to KL for... reached mjd negara at about 3.30.... the masjud was super beautiful.. wow.. thats all i can say...sat for the majlis.. super long.. alot of syarahan.. i was not so interested to listen lah.. cos there were like 9 pensyarah?! what i waiting was.. the maulid... guess when maulid started. at 10.45pm! oww.. i was about to sleep.. teros segar megar!~.. hahaha... sungguh sedap rasanyer.. majlis ended at about 11.45.. sesungguhnyer, kaki aku sakit to the max! siting down for like 8 hours!!! tk pernah!

Nice ryte?

reach back to resort at about 1 am... on the way back.. something intresting happened.. hrrm.. tk penting to say here.. those who knoe.. dah tau. hahaha.. played mercun AGAIN!!! hahaha...

nex morning.. same schedule.. 5 am to 8 am was at surau.. then exercise.. after breakfirst, had this expedition to go into the hutan and walk up to the top of the waterfall.. i climbed only 3/4 of the route cos cik imah pitam on a super steep slope .. she cant take it.. then she wanted to go down.. there wasent anyone se kenal down there that she can trust.. so i acompanied down.. nevermind.. at least i climbed 3/4 of the route.. smpai bawah.. hasan ketawekn aku.. kuang asam kan! then i replied.. : ustaz, at least, saya naek juga ok.. dari orang tu.. hahhahahahahahaha.. kene balek!!! hahaha... at about 2 plus.. we laa got ready to leave the plae and head for singapore.. we? headed to KL.. hahahahhahahahah.. effa wanted to see KLCC so much.. we wanted to also go to petaling street.. but.. couldent find where the hell it is.. hahhaa... we even sesat on the way to klcc..

reached KLCC.. went shoping.. thot of buying this and that.. but wth! its like so out of budjet! ahhaha.. at about magrib.. hassan called us.. asking where we are cos he just reach machap! so slow!!! like 3 hours and u just reached machap?! then we say w at KL and he was like?! wah! tk ajak... hahhahaha.. sebok jer! hahha.... took alot of pictures.. its nice! hahha.. biaserlah.. tengoklah camera saper... .. hahha...

on the way back.. stop alot.. cos all menagatok.. especially driver.. haha.. reached JB at 2 am.. went to singgah new york hotel cos all lapar. then only went back to singapore.. reach singapore only.. wanted to call the 2 friends of mine.. tapi aku tau. kalau aku kol.. knfrom kene maki nyerr. hahahha

reached home at 3.30 am... sleep.. 5.30 dah bangon.. now.. tierd dah thats al..

no mood~

2009-04-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

last night sleep super early.. was listenign to the klaka things hoping to cheer my self but fel asleep instead.. woke up at 5 am in the morning.. wash up and all.. went out of house straight after subuh prayers. woking.. went all the way to esplanade. went by the broadrick way.. somehow it reminded me of going to school every morning. its like at the same timing and the same route.dropped at broadrick, took 10 and all the way to esplanade. reach there about 7am.. ofice still not opened yet.. alot of stone faces.

by 8, went up to the venue to do all the setup. somehow, i purposely left my phone in the ofice. just dunn wish to bring all those problems with me while working. haiz!~ show was good and easy.. no need to think about LC's, baggage, photography and all... its primary 4 kids. and there was only 35 of them! so super easy...

show ended at 10.15. by 10.30, i was out of the building. do not wish to talk to anyone or anything. just not in the mood. i dont knoe why i am so down. just got no mood. i have another show at 1. dont know what to do.. no mood to do anything! so went home... (waste time on bus journey) came into the house. then i checked my phone. then called back those who deserve to be called back. 25 missed calls. i only returned 4 of the calls.

turned on the laptop. checked my mails and all. had lunch and then got changed and went out again for work. phone kept ringing. cant be bothered to answer. was suppose to reach eplanade by one! but seriousely.. went ito office. go alot of people... straight away went out. went to do my zohor prayers and then went to the venue. like duh i was late! but who cares!~ kak nadiah asked me what wrong. alot asked. thankx for your concern. but sorry, i just got no mood to talk about it. and summore its working time. so better not to talk about it. again, left my phone on purpose.

like mornign show, was easy. but this time was full house. but still no problem, only 2 schools. after the show, since it was a bog group, helped out for the guided tour around esplanade. the students were super rude and was testing my patients. there were sec3 students. its their luck i am representing esplanade. if not, i will be like.. ... ... ... its like with their own teachers also they are rude. summore with us. haiz!~ with the problems in my head, its so hard to control my patience just now.

same, after everything ended, went out straight. before that, used the office phone and returned those cals that deserve to be called back!~... reached home at about magrib, mum stareted to ask alredy.. whats wrong.. bro also showed their concern. but.. haiz~!

sorry my ushers for my attitude just now.
sorry mum, i dont know how to tell you.
sorry dear brother, u'll hear from me soon k? i promise.
i just dont know why this is just getting from bad to worst! i guess i am tierd lah....but people are so self centred! i dont mind you being happy. but, tk perlu seh kau buat gini!~ arghhh whatever lah !~ harap kau bahagia buat nie sumer!~

why is people like that!

2009-04-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

entah la ehk.. tk tau lah what is goin on with this world. sometimes i wonder, just why do we suffer and feel so much pain when we never do a mistake. worst still, people misunderstood! dah tu, without thinking or even approaching anyone, you jump to conclusion and suddenly you ... ... ... ... ... next, you will sms people this and that. ya i know this is the time where you sre sensitif, but still, do you think what you are doing is right by making the whole world worried? making the people that love you worried? making your dearest friends worried? is that right? well, to you it may be. kau hidop bukan sorang. be considerate for once!

that was in my mind since last few nights... manusia.. haiz~ ini salah.. itu salah.. semua serba salah. couldent get proper rest thinking of this. on top of that, own problems to face. haiz~ mati lagi senang seh!.. read the blog... made me more worst. haiyo!!! so down!! sooo no moooood!!!! having fever.. flu, not well.. tierd. haiya.. no point talking.. its not asif people will be concerned about me.. like i said.. mati lagi baek!

da bye!

why is people like that!

2009-04-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

TV?!

2009-04-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

guessed what?! mum dad and bro was on tv? shocked to see that! bro hidded it from me and adek! what the hell!!! well... it was shooting about supportive family on ladies working full time... well.. mum was working for like 5 years already and now then they shoot my mum.. and it mentioned she JUST started work?? tkper.. ahahhaha.... but was soo cool lah! the house look so big? when its small... haha... tkper2. surprise me ryte? tkper.. hahahha.. dad say its coming out again .. cos got english version..*dad speak english?.. hrrm.. wonders..* heheh.. no offened..

well.. just got back from work.. knoe what.. i missed a test last saturday.. i PAID for it! but... haiz.., nevermind... was too busy prering my room and the night cycling smpai terluper.. haha. its over..

woke up this morning for subuh.. last night slept super early.. was on the phone until about 11 then straight fell asleep.. woke up for subuh and did not sleep back.. went to school to settle more attachment things for mates.. stil 20 more students from my cos still no attachment.. haiz!.. class mates managed to be attached easily.. great to hear that.. then from there went off to work.. super slack.. super relexed.. only 1 show going on the whole centre.. so yeah.. by 5.. went home.. on the way.. stopped at broadrick to change bus. but in the end.. lepak with hafiz they all... then syafiq came.. all ex-broadrician. syafiq asked me this stupid question : ko skarang skolah maner?. when we are in the same school.. hahha.. actuali he wanted to ask my class.. y? cos he wanted to knoe if i was in the same class wih bazilah.. haha.. din was ... ... ... ... ... ...tk penting to say here.. then met zurina. in bus met mdm swee.. missed her alot seh!! fav teacher all times!!! hahahhaha still remember theose time where i never complete my project, then i come into class. first thing i said: cher, u look so young" when she is 52.. and she'll reply: " yes ansari, what did you din do?" hahahhaha... then i will joke and joke until she say:"ehk you go to the workshop la... go do your artifact".. haha.. then never kena punish! cool.. hahaha.. but then the next day automotically i will submit what i owe her lah.. hahha..

reached home, quickly solat magrib.. and then prepared for blasting.. whoo!!! cool.. cats show under me! but i was aiming "Kris Dayanti - Live at the Esplanade"but nebermind.. will just try luck and switch slots lo... next that i aim is the Sing Dollar... hrrm.. gonna be another cool one... hahahha

welll since last night slept early.. today dah bleh tdo at 2-3 am.... and and and. also.. some one do not sound herself today.. the whole day.. from morning... din answer her call last night cos was asleep..hmm..

ok doned~

Weekend

2009-04-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

helow there.. lets start from friday
was in school doing all those free stuffs.. then went for lunch at CGH, then off to home.. went by mjd kassim for friday prayers. from there.. accidentally bum into sumone! so unecpectedly.. shocked to see some of my cousins there... memebers was there also.. actually wanted to go out with them.. tapi malas and penat.. wanted to meet some one tapi orang tu skolah. hehe.. so too bad.. went home.. sleep.. thanks to good friends! they disturb my sleep! cant sleep well.. cals keep coming in.. then on the 7th call.. i sounded so mad! and kesian seh .. orang tu tk besalah.. woke up about 4.30 got ready and went to work.. was late.. but who cares.

saturday morning, was sleeping the whole morning... woke up at about 1pm. wasted alot of time here and there. renovated a bit of my room. the desktop area needs alot of help.. so that was it... then at about 4.30, ahmed came over to my house, solat asar went out, met aidil and went over to 4PM for the briefing and all... meet zub over there.. thot he was one of the belia but turn out he was registered by this persone who kindda go against her words.. but .. dah biasa dah.. da lah.. malas nak bebual pasal die... then met this 2 gals by the name of nysa. yeah. both of them. hahha.. briefing ended about 6.30. went back home, changed and got ready, solat magrib..

then wanted to go to east coast.. thanks to zub, nysa2 and aidil, they were super late.. hahha.. but nevermind.. no problem.. was not that late.. reached east coast about 8.45pm.. got our bikes.. i was using adek's bike.. so no renting.. flagged off at about 9.15.. cycled all the way to marina barrage. there were stops here and there like duh! .. haha... reached at about 12.30... mamu dila and family was there following us as ameer wanted to see us so madly.. hahha..at marina barrage.. went walking2 and rounding2.. then talked about dating and solat were singapore flyer came in.. super merepek... nysa kept asking me and zub tk penat ker.. haha.. took lots of pictures..

then flag off back to east coast park... on the way back was super fun. my group i mean.. zub aidil and adeks were in another group.. their leader was kindda strict.. so a bit boring.. mine was super gyler.. taking pictures at every stop? yelling at police officers? speeding when not allowed to? going on our own ways then kena scold by bro... hahaha...

reach back at east coast at about 3 am.. debrief and all.. then went over to mac and lepak and eat.. then went to tepi laut.. slagg and relex.. 2 person was super happy to have a chance to be at tepi laut.. tk perlu sebut siapa.. hahahhaa.. at about 6 15, mamu dila fetched us.. tompang zub aidil and all untill bedok then we was sent home.. solat subuh and went to sleep..
woke up at about 10, washed up and went then got ready and went for yati's bro wedding.. had alot of funn down there.. forgot all my tiredness.. of cos lah.. ngan wife perr.. hahha.. owh ya! summone was jealous of us! hahahha.. bodoh..

guessed what.. met ashika down there.. i swear aku tk kenal dier.. she was the one who tego me.. hahaha.. then meet her mum and dad.. well... we talked alot.. long tyme never see each other... the previous time was i tynk bai borhan's wedding... yeah2.. well. always meet her at weddings cas her mum is the owner of zita k bridal.. so yeah.. we always meet.. hahha... and summore tadi we worked together alot to prepared the pengantin table.. ahhah...

reached home at about 6.40, solat asar, waited for magrib and here i am.. hahaha... super sleeepy and tierd... but funn weekend i had.. hahaha..hrrm. pictures? later lah ehk.. now malas..

april fool day

2009-04-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

hahha... reading the title remind me of all the funn and lufters! first persn to kena from was my friend.. hahhaa.. but its so not menjadi.. was just a simple one.. takot dier tros tarok talifon and menangis.. da.. mampos aku. and i found out... actually dier nak kenekan aku.. tapi dier dah kene dulu!! jatoh boi!!! hahahahahahha.. next was my duty manager.. jess.. yvette.. helmy and syahan... cool.. the whole department panic on my command.. then when they found out it was a fool, i kena F and all lah.. hahahhahahah.. cool azman was out of office.. io aimed to kenakn him of all peolpe... but too bad.. hahha.. then next was my mum and then adek.. hahahha..

that was in the night. then in the morning, was suppose to go my friend house to send someting but i forgot about it... then went to school nd did all this and that..waiting for time to kenakn mr martin...hahhaa.. my biggest target.. actualli he kenna about my results already.. but still.. more to come.. malam, will confirm be adam! like DUH!!! siap kau adam.. smpai singapore ajer.. ko kene.. maybe should plen ngan mak dierr.. hehehe..

next up.. yesterday watched winters tale twice.. i just love the whole show. not the play. but the props and productions... its all just so noce. int the afternoon show.. had problems with patrons..... her ticket cost $250, and she was late by 7 mins. next timing we can admit her is another 35 mins. this show, late comers admission point is very strict. and she keep saying she pay so much nd she have no freedom to go in and out? ngamok here and there. i just wanted to yell to her: if you want that freedom, then buy the VIP box ticket. $400.. you are free to come and leave anytime cos its privet boxes! but this? u are in stalls! then wanted to speak to manager... then she keep insisting on refund and she dunn wanna go in even when the admission point is ... but in the end.. she went in, for that while walking in, she yelled vulgarities at me and my usher. in my heart.. i said.. kater jerr nak ni nak tu.. tapi in the end.. masok jugak!

another patron was also like her.. but better.. she was cool.. relex.. she met the manager and talked nicely. she reasoned out with us. she said no point she watch if she missed 45 mins of the play and admitted that its her fault to be late.. talk nicely and all.. there you go.. we invited her come for the night show. donned! easy. she lost nothing compared to that mad women! cakap jer lebih!haha... aniway.. last night was the last night for the winters tale. so yeah...

hrrm something to share.. i met friends with new persone! guess who?! some princess of johor.. cool sia! she din watched the show cos she fin it boring.. so she was outside chatting with me.. cool.. she was my age.. a bout my height too.. but she wore hills.. so yeah.. talked for like 2 hours.. hrrm.. shall tel you something.. i got her ... never-ming.. not important to tell you guys! and she will be backed with her friends next time for CATS.. so yeah.. will be meeting her again.. hahaha.. ok..ansari.. cukop.. hahahahah

*will take note of when their show is :).. korang diam! termasok kau AIDIL!

hrm.. right nnow.. in class waiting for new assignment.. listening to radio.. thi song very nice.. singing it.. cool sia.. and cukop untok memahamkan kepada SESEORANG! hahha.. da..da.. bye!

cabies ~ cabbies ~ cabbies

2009-03-30T06:49:00.000+08:00

phew. tierd. but cool. have been enjoying for the last few days.. dunnow why.. enjoy2 until last night when i cam across someones blog. read it.. and then read the tag board.. super nonsense! what? you are pushing the blame to me lah nie? haha.. tak heran lah eh! yang penting, you are the one who asked for it. you are the one who decided to say bye. frankly, small things happen, and you decide to say baye. happened a few times alredy. imagine if we did what was plenned.. saying bye whouldent be a problem for you. and and you said: its over. so yeah! asal maseh ungkit2 ehk!.. hahha.. tkper.. tk heran!

last night reached home at 12am. watched The winter's tale. a 3 hours Shakespeare play.. the stage layout i shall say its a super duper wonderful. the Cat 1 tickets cost $350. so service had to kindda double up. go home with kak nadia again.. makin syiok seh.. hahaha.. taking cab here and there.. and the best thing, none os uf are paying! cool kapeer! hahaha. owh ya btw,pay is in already on saturday.. din reliset it.. haha... and adam was not online last night.. i guess duit dah abes '' )....

before that, morning was at maulid. long tyme never go already. after that went to pasar geylang to do some marketing. met ashad and siti there. then went home. changed, solat and went out. went to meet my friend jap.. then off to peninn. took 31 from temp int, sleeping in the bus! tierd. and summore very cold.. lagi sedap :) . droped in front of Broadrick. missed that place.. took 32 and drop at peninn. some how, i dunn like taking mrt anymore. hahha.. expensive leh! and its time consuming. for example, from my house to esplanade, if i take bus to work, its online about 30 -45 mins. but if take mrt, its gonna be like 1 hour++. aniway, bus cheeaper.

saturdays sow was condors. some planet shows.. not interested.. haha.. finished at about 10 plus.. then wento over to ofis,slag and chatted on the phone cos had to wait for theatre show to finish and also for kak nadiah to finish her reports.. then again, went home with kak nadiah.. cabbie again!. this time super cool! the chrysler cab! sedap knoe... the driver was like driving at 120km/h.. road was so clear! ahaha..

today was suppose to go out at about 10 just now to meet my friend.. but post phoned to about 4 + later.. due to last night sleeping at 3.30 am.. i tynk i shall get back to sleep now ryte? hehe.. bye!

1.30 am

2009-03-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

last night, shall say this morning, slept at 5 am and at 5.30am, woke up and got ready for subuh prayers. then after that went to sleep. i swear to you guys i thot its thursday. thanks to razin, he called me and askend if i am going for the meeting. hahaha.. meeting was canceled last minit! good. haha.. went sleep again. then woke up at 10 30 and this that.. go meet shah and went for friday prayers. after that went to mac to buy lunch. went home and started surfing net and did a few things..

then went to work.. pay slip in.. very dissapointing.. haiz.. what to do.. cantsay much.. money coming in on monday.. cant be too happy aniway.. hahah.. got ready.. was at ODTH... ladies night.. shall say its kindda boring.. then going home.. was suppose to go home with nadiah.. but in the end.. somethin else happen. hahhaha...

reached home, quickly got change.. y? because wanted to go online asap as adam will be waiting.. haha.. i tell i miss that guy seh.. thot of going on skype. but the comp he use is so ... haha.. never mind.. we just chatted online... kesian hym.. he din get a chance to talk to his parents... haha.. then.. ended talk at one am.. he has to sleep.. tomorrow stil have to continue work.. not to worry.. he is safe and happy down there.. haha.. so tommorw need to call his parents and smpaikan all the messages he leave for them..

now.. online... on skype.. with 3 friends.. whoo.. cool seh! easy and free! ken see video summore.. as usual.. video chat with pontianak.. haha.. and also listening to MJ12 now.. cool.. btw. i submitted my story to them... today i aim to sleep at 3 am.. have to sleep! tomorrow go to go maulid.. haha.. must go! ahaha.. ok done

late night

2009-03-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

woke up super duper late today. pader hal smalam mlm tdo siand to the max.. 1 am.. and after subuh sleep again .. at about 1 pm.. bro wake me up and irritated me to the max
bro: oi bangon2
me: nanti
bangon... nk gi picnic ak?
nanti.. diam...
bodoh! ko gi ke tak..
startek moving my body
entah lah. tk tau.. kalau ko gi aku tk nk gi
otak kau lah! bangon lah!(started kicking my bed)
gyler! diam lah! (still the ngantok voice)
then silent...
after 10 mins, he pull me up
PANTAT KAU LAH GYLER! bodoh!
hahahhahahahaha...
ko diam bodoh!
then he did it again!!
PALA PISTOL! KOgi mampos BODO! this tyme bingit gyerl
cepat la bangon.. kater nak gi picnic( in the sayag type of tone with touching my body)
PANTAT KAU LAH SETAN! pushed him away

SO IRITATING!!!
and then he left for the picnic...iwoke up at 4PM!!! lucky was in time for zohor prayers! then log on to computer for a while.. this and that.. got ready and went to work... was late actually..hahaha.. but who cares.. lol.. work was normal..nothing much to say.. came home about 12 midnight.. washed up and all.. went online.. adam was online!!! dunnoe suddenly missed him. haha... chatted a while.. had to sattle somethings for him... tommorow he'll be online again at the same time.. so gonna be online again to talk to him!

owh ya.. was talking to my cousin in london. farid! guess what he is doing now?! he is my age.. and .. and. and... he is a junior pilot!!! Singapore Airlines!!! walau!!! syiok seh! my age leh! hahaha.. talk to them for quite liong..

then after that. sume one sumpah tkder kerje.. scared me out! so iritating.. lucky i know it was nonsens! if not.. i would have been so worrie lah!! bodoh! so tak perlu seh!haha.. now guess what.. i am cideo call on msn with a pontianak.. a bright one.. betol.. not lying... hahaha..lol
nothing much to say..
got something ahk.. onli 3 letter
BYE :)

2nd post

2009-03-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

rest at home.. nothing to do.. just play computer games. then at about 12, bro came back from cycling.. dunnow why lately he so smangat .. hahaha.. the even coming up.. and owh ya.. how to go ahk.. 4th april i working leh. or tell u ppl.. fetch me from esplanade? hahha.. by the time you ppl cycle there, i will have finished my job wad.. hahah...

just played CS alot.. kundda getting bored over it.. can some one recomnd me some games? please.. azman still owes me 3 games! haiz! never see him at esplanade lately.. hahaha..

went out of house at about after zohor to go and fingd router for my aunt.. she wanted it.. so yeah.. did. it.. went to parkway(of all places) then din find any.. only then relise at mjd kassim got wad.. hahaha.. i dunn wanna travel all the way to Sim Lim to go get it... hahaha.. a bit lazy. so yeah.. went over to mjd kassim.. there.. meet up with my friend.. hahha.. was actually searching for another persone.. baut.. lain yang di cari.. lain yang di temui.. hahha.. was a bit shocked to see.. but never owonderd.. took the wrong bus.. wanted to escape from them.. but in the end... took the same bus with me! WTH!!! bodoh! hahhaa.. actualli dari kat busstop.. aku dah dipandang dah.. cumer dier tk cam aku siaper agak.. ahhaha.. so.. SELAMAT!...

bought the router.. cost me $125.. went over to aunts place and fixed it up for them.. did all the configurations.. coool lah sey.. learned something new.. ken block webbies using MAC adresses.. hahaha.. gonna blocy younger bro computer already... so that he wont be on the comp wasting tyme instead of studying... ahha. came home home at about 6.30. got ready for magrib.. tonight i wanna go online... i just want to chek out if some one is onlineas she claims alot about it.. hahhaha.. we will see.. but in till no.. not online.. haha.. well.. wadever!hahha
was on msn with idah.. my SC friend.. guess what.. she is attached.. with who? Amsyar!!! y cousin lah sey! and haikal is there too.. wah! small world.. hahaha and before ending my post.. some one asked me to translate hindi to english.. siow! tynk wad? free translator ahk? or insulting me? hahhaah

Back to work

2009-03-25T05:39:00.000+08:00

Good morning!! just came back from the airport.. went there to sent adam off.. haha . went out oh house after subuh prayers.. took cab cos lazy to wait for buses.. reached there about 6.30 am.. met his parents all.. this that.. took photos and al.. treat him to starbucks.. like finally got a chance to treat him cos he dunn have Singapore currency... hahaha padan muker! haha.. then at about 7.15.. he went in.. so me and his parents went off.. his parents wanted to gif me a lift.. but nk nak seh.. segan aw!.. so sai that i going work. hehe.. then i went home.. met kak ain.. lady red! ahhahaha Lady bug.. ~blueak!~ hahhaha.. now need some sleep.. last nyte never sleep .. was on the phone all the whole night.. hahha

Me And Adam

Adam And his mum and Dad

yesterday was tuesday -like DUH!!- haha... from work went to school in the morning for our group photo takings.. finally we are coming e=to an end of the competition.. had a great time.. photos below

Jia xuan, michell, me, bazilah, razin and adam

Razin, Adam
Me, Mr Martin, Mr Yeo, Jia Xuan
me, Michell, Adam, Razin, Bazilah and jiaxuan
Adam, Razin, Me, JiaxuanAdam

from there.. went up to office for a while.. shockingly, its closed! haiz! then went to temp mall with adam.. did some shopping... long tyme never see him already.. then had lunch at KFC.. talked alot.. was sharing alot with him.. panjang umur.. someone came in... i was kindda.. errm never mind.. its over.. hahha.. went home.. then rest for a while.. was suppose to leave home at about 5.30.. btu then.. i had to go check out some places for someones safety.. went to tamp area cos that person always lepak there.. then went to kembangan.. to smrset and to dobyght.. no sign of anything.. so went off to work.. .. so much probs at work.. plus had a phone call.. never mind.. then went home... was on the phone with some people..haahahha.. and someone slept super Early.. mcm tk pecaye g2.. hahhaha.. ok donned.. now need to rest.. later going out to get some things donned...d

monday

2009-03-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

woke up late today. some one said meeting was at 1.30.. at 10 u ring me! hahahaha.. woke up, wash up and all and went to school.. today another off day :) but booked by school :S. haha.. ok.. ryte now... listening to some cool stuffs.. hahahha... having fun luffing men.. cool lah!!!

haha. pranks aside.. i lost someone's blog.. but curretly waiting for her reply so that i ken ask for her blog again.. haiz.. haha.. neverming.. the wholeday in school.. adam finally came back..

someone in class just cant stop luffing.. tk perlu seh the lufter.. hahha.. but nevermond.. let her luff now... wait till next term.. then she'll will start collecting white hairs on her head.. huahuahuahuahuahuahuahuahua...
had lunch at mac .. just dint wanna eat in school.. hahah.. nothing much to update today..

tomorrow got phototakin in the morning.. and i am yet to start on my proposals for Youth day.. haiyo! shall i go on with it? hrrm.. down with one main person already leh.. maybe i'll be doin it as a one man show.. hehe.. pastu aku sendrik stres!...

was suppose to follow adam to GIANT but in the end had to go home.. something came up.. haahahaha... now wanna continue what i am listening just now.. BYE!!!

off Day

2009-03-22T11:27:00.000+08:00

today's my off day! finally! haiz.. a whole week of working.. a whole week of only 3 hours of sleeping.. has come to an end.. today's my off day.. actuali not so much of off day. its the last day of the mosiac festival. tonight, Naturally 7 marks the end of the whole festival.. time te relax.. hahha... lets start blogging. this morning woke up for subuh, then sleep back. woke up for zohor, then sleep back.. hahahah.. penat to the max!!

Saturday
morning went for seminar at NEA .. kindda cool.. but i wonde why am i need there. loke waste of time going there.. its like so faaaar.. but then.. the whole afternoon was having a cold war with this friend of mine.. sungguh.. it just pissed me off... ya.. u may have your right of words. yes you are right. but havent you ever considerd of even wonder the position i was in? have you ever wondered? it seriousely pissed me off.. summore the war was for the past few days.. just had no mood for anithing.. but then.. never mind.. just forget it..its over.. hahahaha then went home.. got changed, went out againg. meet up with some friends for a super early dinner.. made a new friend. Khairul nizam.. well a very good nice guy i shall say.. erm.. ok no more puji. later ader orang tu excited.. hahaha.. went to eat at mcdonalds. chatted alot and then went off at about 6 pm.. went home.. changed again... this time mum was like nagging to the max.. nagging kos the ahole day all i did is come home, change, go ot again.. rumah mcm hotel.. hahhaahaha... then waited for magrib.. then went out straight away.. cos wanted to go shopping.. and guess what! Aldo is on SALE!!! 50% off lah SEH!!! walay! ken i request for early pay?! please!!!! ahhahaha.. or at least gimmie 200 bux! then went to work.. show was HELL!!i swear!! it was SKA !!! i swear kat dalam situ was like HELL! haiz.. tapikan . the music was nise.. suddenly i like those musics .. hahha.. hoping to see them nex year..maybe back at HMC.. hahah.. went home at 3 am.. took cab with kak nadia... pity her seh.. dlam tksi jugak dah telelap..

Friday
mornign went to east coast park to complete some projects..... hehhe... after that went solat jumaat at mjd kpg siglap. then went to school to meet mr martin.. finishing up the website.. finally our webbie is about to be doned!!! cool. super nice.. hope to win... owh yah.. comgratulaitons to adam.. heard the good news.. adam was sooo happy.. hahaha.. and now.. looks like bazilah is gonna grow alot of white hair next term.. ahhaha.. konfer stress gyler nyer tu pompan.. ahaha... from school, went home jap, took a nap... then went out to work....i was at teatre.. Kumar strip bare and stading up. kak ain went for the show also.. well.. that kumar.. what else does he do other that tickling people ... actualy he one stuborn guy... opps.. person.. hahaha.. suppose to go on stage by steps.. but he! climbed on to the stage! hahhahaha.. syiok beb! azman was ther.. thos he will spy.. hahah.. owh.. kak ain seat was reported for phototaking.. but to hell with it lah.. she said she took photo of her self.. so it should be alright...

Thursday
was suppose to go to school at 10 am to meet up with mr martin.. but in the end i told him i couldnot make it.. was sleeping on my bed lah! penat tau! so he agreed.. aniway.. no rush as we are meeting other members on monday instead .. so yeah.. woke up only for zohor.. then siap2 went to skate park to continue with project work.. was there till about 5.30.. then went toff to work.. and! when i was about to go off for work! something stopped me! SUPER SHOCKED(x100)... pastu stare kat orang semacam! called and informed someone about something.. it dragged until i reached my workplace.. sometimes why is the world unfair to people who do not deserve to treated like that.. but never the less.. '' allah tak akan menguji seseorang itu lebih dari kemampuannyer".. be strong.. you will be able to face it.. stay strong ok.. back to topic, i was at theatre again.. it was the opening of kumar show... nothing much happened.. reached home.. purposely turned off my phone.. cos i knoe someone will call me.. and if syafiqAh calls.. then she wont sleep.. but in the end.. i am the one who cannot sleep.. turned on the phone at 3 am and there you go! she did call me.. hahahha.. kesian ahk .. haiz..

Wednesday
nothing much.. had day shows but was in the office all the way.. until night. opened emails for the 2nd time for the week.. flooded! hahahha...

tuesday
Whole mornign was in school working closely with mr martin compiling all the things together and touching up the webpage.. a few more to go and we will be doned to show the rest on thursday (which changed to monday)then had to attend a meeting mith my gvn.. which to me.. its so tk perlu! buang maser jerr! then after that rushed off to work ...

Monday
same as tuesday.. working on the website.. hahaha.. okok... doned..

one week update in one day.. now.. gotta go cut hair.. stress!!! hahahahha
meet you all later...
tonight gonna sleep early.. tomorrow got to go school at 8 am.. have to do the website as the other members will be coming at 1.40...... .. hahhaa...ok.. bye!

CPM

2009-03-12T05:44:00.000+08:00

intensive studying for 2 days. CPM.. the only subject i have hopes on to pass... learnt new things in just 2 days.. have to say alot alot thanks to friends who was there together assisting each other..

tuesday went to downtown after zohor. was kind of early. and met afiq there!! for the first time, yat was not there with him.. hahaha.. hardy was there too.. shocked to see them lah.. joined them for lunch while waiting for friends to come.. did alot of catching up.. yea will be going out with them soon. while lunch, was messaging syafiqah. hady was so KEPO! he read all the smsss while i go get my food.. actually he is one perampas lah.. hahah. he want to knoe who this syafiqah is! he took one already...bodoh! ahaha

frens came, joined them. studied all the way until about 6.. aiz and gang came down.. just said a simple hi to them.. abotu 6.30 went of for asar and magrib prayers.. met faez there! hahah.. that guy never change.. foerver merepek to the max! ahha.. after magrib..came bakc to downtown continued studying until abot 9 and went home.

reachend home aroung 9.30.. chatted over the phone and msn until about 3 am.. somtimes.. just by talking to peaple.. things can change.. change realy alot.. friends can make wonders.. miricles can happen.. haiz~...then went to sleep. woke up for subuh and did some revision where fell asleep again! woke up at about 9.30.. and relised i am gonna be late! went out of house at 10.15 and exams starting at 11! took cab to school.. no choice.

exams was ok.. got abit worried for adam.. couldent locate him where he was.. no sight of him at all! and i am still not convinced that he came for the exams! its like i did not see him at all! call pon tak jawab... no one could locate him.. haiz!

paper was good.. shall say i will be able to atleast pass? good enough... ahah..after paper, i sms this person.. was a bit dissapointment... i mean.. come on lah.. i told you the truth ok.. and sorry to say this.. u declared who we are. but are you are the one going against you words.. just tell me the truth lah! there is just no need to create million and one excuses.. haiz~shall say its quite disspointing lah.... went over to ahemd house.. he was suppose to come to my school! bt that bugger woke up at at 1 pm.. then went over to aunts place to sattle somethings... proceeded home.. was supose to go tamp.. but tak jadi.. too tierd.. was at home chating on the phone jap..then...at night went out lepak kejap with budak2 bawah blok. came home.. continued chatting on the phone until 3am! buat apa mau tdo siang! ahhahaahaha.. actuali alot to talk about and think about.. cumer last few days because of exams, we never talk about it.. now after exams! lets talk about it!!! hahahah

ryte now i am waiting for my god bro to fetch me.. janji kol 10... dah nak kol 11 da.. ade da abang! ahahha.. nothing to day today.. will be taking care of my mak angkat later in the afternoon.. so nothing to do.... shall play CS.. and get sick of it.. no! shal sti down and study!!! hahaha.... study what ehk? ader ahk.. 7 april is the test.. hope to pass it at the first time.. ahha..pray for me yeah....

listening to this song Camelia by irwansyah.. nice song seh.. hahah.. cool.jiwang.. ahha

Exams and People

2009-03-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

boring right now and nothing to do. so blog lo! actually suppose to study. but ... ... ... ... hahhaha
ok, exams! was super sux just now! NWT paper. imagine one situation. a 20 marks question, and i gae only 7 sentence of answers. and you expect me to pass? haha.. alot of the things i studied well NEVER come out. and i skipped some points just so that that i can go on to router config and all.. guess what! nothing on configs came out. SO IRRITATING.. and the best part, i read the notes. i memorised! but un able to figure it out! haiyz.. nevermind. its over.. aim marks for that paper? 20%.. ahaha..

after the exam, went to downtown and studied with mates. revised CPM.. coverd alot.. haha.. i have the question were we have to determine the probability of driver reaching home safely.. haha.. abit confusing.. how i wish i can write this on the exam paper: "life and death is in the hands of GOD.. and not for us to determine!"haah... now i have to work on the algo questions... i love the binary and hexas questions .. its like give away.. haha.. so syiok.. another that i like is the bbl sort and the exchange sort. cool lah sey! alot..alot alot to study for CPM.. i mean revise and practice.. ahha.. tomorrow going downtown again to continue studying with mates...

went off from there at about 6.30, dropby mjd to solat asar and magrib and then headed home.. met faz and gang in the bus.. resulted us in slacking for a while.. haha.. dunno lah.. lately i have been lepak'ing alot... just had the intrest to do that.. i mean its time to have funn seh.. haha.. reached home at about 9 and realised i missed my BLASTING!!! WTH ahk!!!.. haha.. tkper2. i'll be busy with my attachments and all. and owh ya!! i passed something.. haha. so happy.. but cant share it here.. will share on 21 august yeah? haha..

home, never do any studying.. just relaxing my mind.... AZMAN owes me ALOT! hell lots of GAMES! hahhaahahhaa... shall get it SOON! ahhahah... waiting for my NFS and MOT 2007 which will be coming soon...

owh ya.. i tynk after the exams we class mates shal go out together.. cos nex year we may be in different class also.. so yeah... haha... hrm.. go where ehk.. haha.. dat one one side.. on my mind ryte now, after exams, i have alot to do... listed it all down on my dairy.. some shopping's to do also... all have to be doned befor 5 april.. and ya 5 april, yati bro getting married.. haha.. alot of weddings coming up..5 of friends getting married this year.. cool ehk..... famili like senyap jerr... haha.. lol..

kk.. doned.. until here.. need go sleep already... bye!

prearing for exams

2009-03-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

Frist of all, happy birthday to you! hahaha..
last night was a celebration for her at pasir ris park. heard it was suppose to be a suprise but in the end heard that she knew right from the start. hahah.. nothing much to say. i was not there for the party.

just read todays horoscope, wasso sarcastic! mcm mengenekan aje....was working last night. quite troublesome last night. alot of unreasonable partons! they were late and yet! at least i admited them into the hall ok! even if its at circle 3! i still admited you! but still you go against and demande for a seat that ha better view! halo! u are late! never mind.

saturday mornign i managed to wake up morning, went for maulid. then after that went studying at mac with nadz. had lunch there. a few times being chased away by the staff but we stubonly sat there with mp3 blasting our ears giving the impression that we hear nothing. hahaha. so mean. any way the place was empty wad!

then went off to work fom there. drop at city hall and went to starbux for a while and went to esplanade with kak lisa... forgot i have not done my asar prayers, quickly went to productions room, solat, rushed back to office, get changed, rushed to venue, walkie faulty! went back to office. but this time i took my own sweet time... no one can contect me mah.. ahhaha...

reached home about 11, washed up and then went to do some updates on laptop.. watched tv and hen plenned to sleep by 12. hahahha.. in the end, slept at 3 AM!! .. was on the phone.. ala.. dah biaser da..

this mornign after subuh, sleep back... then woke up at 12.. trok ehk? haha.. what to do... after zohor, sat down intensively revised

owh ya.. friday while working OT .. wanna now what was the show? was "noise by singapore".. a series ofmeet azhar khairul and all... they were there right infront of me.. but i nevee relised that. hahaha.. until they shouted "ANSARI" ,which i found a bit orbit' hahaha but i still responded. slacked with them for a while... ngah kerje tau.. brani ehk. hahha.. ala.. VO pon "lepak" seh..

tomorrrow exams.. haiz..

boring monday

2009-03-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen today. right now waiting for blasting. hope to get slots like the last time. hehe. money is needed this year beb! alot of activities coming up. hahaha.. worst! the us trip if win.

woke up late this morning. reach school at 9.35, went to office for a while. on the way, heard my manager saying "is ansari in" immediately i made a u-turn and headed for class. hahahaha. i owe him receipts! hahaha

went to class. change of locations. paisey. went to the wrong class. sat in class and completed the final onlie test. boring! as usual, searched for answers online.. who in the world would do the test without the answers! hahah

that was it.. class ended, went to office, and did some afther event work, and went out for lunch. guess who i met on the way.. bella farahin and aidil.. aidil was as per normal.. menarik seseorang.. hahahha.. tapi he said he dunn wan to see the face.. tapi mencarik jugak! bodoh! then solat zohor and was back to office, studied the whole day. concentrated on programing.. which i will fail aniway. hahaha... then did some notes writing for networking.

was scroling yat's phone, found out something! he trying to steal my wife! kuang asam! hahahahah... jgn kacau dier lah! da lah ari tu shah nak rompak dier.. hahahahah... we will see who wins.. hahahaha.. ala.. aniway.. 6th batch is coming already wad.. so yeah.. some are on my mind already.... hazelinda! one of them.. but must appoint mother first...tapi hazel susah.. adam dah mcm booking .. haha.. maybe sabrina? haha.. ehk aper nie! dah..dah..

went out of office at 5.30. slag at cafe 1 jap since it was rainig heavily.. had dinner there also. then in the bus was talking aout shah's so called "wedding" with yuni. mcm paham! konon wedding at tamp staduim with mr andrew as GOH! WTH!!! "actruari ahk" . hahah so popular... was very kecoh in the bus. haha.. saw fadilah at temp int. tak sempat tego aniway.. hahah

reach home at about magrib, now just finish blasting. got 6 slots.. ok lah tu.. alhamdulillah.. haha.. ok..ok now on the phone wif aidil.. and got to study soon. bye

Appriciation night

2009-03-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

Wednesday mum and bro went to KL with cuzzies.. for holiday! Thursday was a full day out for me. was out of home at 7 am... school.. maths was in the morning. after that had a m ind of going home. but if i go home, thats it. its sleeping time.. ahha. so stayed in school. then went to complete I think i hve no more hope for programming anymore.. haiz.. haha.. so i was doing my VBP al the way. at about 4, we went out to giant, ikea, courts.. shopping for our event tomorrow. Apriciation night. hahah... guess how much we spent? 250! when we was given only 200? hahah no one cares!hahaha... then solat asar at ikea surau. after that, sat in surau waiting for magrib. here is what happen. KECOH !!! hahaha... me and adam pakat and sindir-ed shah. i mean.. we are 5th batch, shah is 4th. so he is our senior. he was givin advices and we took it as he looking down on us.. so he was kindda super irritated lah! ahhaha.. he lanyak us! hahahaha.. fun lah seh!

after magrib headed to courts to get some things. saw this super small vaio laptop. its super ringan oso! it can fit into ladies handbags.. hrm.. maybe shall get one for mum.. then in bus oso she can play.. after the roundings.. penat alredy.. the thot of taking taxi home was in our minds! hahahaha but then headed to tamp.. went to have dinner at long john silver.. after that while walking to temp int, met sue! of all people!!!!! dalah cabot skolah satu hari! and got the chick to say "Don't know how to go home is it?" halo gal! at least we go jalan2 oso.. its part of school work!!! hahahahahha

then at temp int oso meet them AGAIN! adam pantang nampak prety gals.. sue's younger sis was there.. ika.. adam tepikat! haiz..haiz.. kesian sya... lol.. me and shah took the same bus.. we brought home most of the things as adam saty far... its relly kecoh carrying 7 plastic bags each! reach home, solat isyak and SLEEP!

FRIDAY! our event day... i reach sch at about 9 am... prepared alot of things... then at about 11.30.. went to TM to do last minit shoping again.. hahaha.... then went to soalt jumaat. after that heded home... got changed and all... imagine ehk.. me and adam are the 2 event manager... event starting at 6.30 pm.. but at 3, where are we? home... taking our own sweet time.. Galvin, our chairmen, thot he ken act like one event chairmen and took over alot of things.. until he fight with the manager. Galvin knoes nothing about the event.. he is just there to act big! when i came, at about 4.30. i heard hu ha every where. galvin said this to me "nevermind an, i have sattled everything" i was like REALLY? u are so capable one ahk? hahahhahaha.. so.. went down to the venue. GUESS WHAT! nothing was doned! ahahha.. i expected it aniway.. hahaha

so i got all moving and prepared.. then adam came.. all went well, galvin was so noisy on the walkie... stupid to the max i shall say... banyak bebual.. tapi keje tak siap.. tongang langang! Gala came down to help me with somethings but then the plen fail... so gala slag in the office seceretly... at about 10, the event ended. do you know who went home first? Galvin! not that i am angry.. i love it! hahaha.. each and everytime, i have been praying for him to be gone... if he is gone forever still better.. i mean it... when the venue was sattled, i chased adam home.. its already 11 and if he dosent go home now, he wil reach home at one.. and there wont be busses...the office part i will do... nadzirah and shah accompenied me.. we went off at about 12. since we stay very close, we lepak2 at mac around pur house.. went home at 1.30 am.. hahaha

saturday afta subuh, slep again.. woke up at 2 pm! hahahahah..... evening was working.. hahah... after a long time not wearing formal shoes, felt abit pain.. hahah...

now its sunday.. gonna solat zohor... and.. gonna sleep again.. hahaha

sleepless weekend

2009-02-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

just came back from kals agama... today was a slaking day for me and mates.. morning afta subuh slept again and woke up at 8.30 and relised i will be late for school if i don't get up now! hahah. good thing reached school on time. actually if late also makes no difference. the main core for the day starts at 10:30. Programing Test. it sux to the CORE! how i got trough the paper, its my way. Adam was on my mind, we are lik in the same position. hates programing aNd networking. exams around the corner and guess whats my aim for this semester's GPA..... 0.2 yes! hahahaha.. rabak ryte? its the same as not coming for the exam... lol.. but what to do? in class i am like "switch off in most lessons.. ahha

after the test, went to lepak for a while cos phone was with adam. y? hahah . ada ahk.. haha then slack at SAC kejap.. i did not go to office.. just got no mood to go there. after adam came, gala and gang went off.. after a few mins, i went off also. skipped all othe lesson.. solat zohor at mjd kassim aand offf to aunts place. set up all the internet connections, configurations.

weekends.
friday in the eventing went to get new laptop for my aunt... then went to temp mall jalan2. reach home like at 1 am... all was asleep and i had to wait for bro to come back pasal he din bring house key... guess what time he came home? 2 am! thankx bro! besok pagy, woke up early.. have to go for maulid. 2 weeks i never go already. after maulid, went out again.. this time, guess what time i came home. the next day at 8 am... mum was SUPER shocked i was not at home the whole night.. din sleep the whole night too.. hehe.. she was pissed off.. but cant scold me cos i came home, changed and went out again... went to orchard hotel.. after that went home at 1 pm... after zohor went out again. mum was on her nerves...

owh ya, some one was super duper pretty.. ahha. tk sangker seh! lol.. so the lawa!haiz...haiz...haiz.. cant forget u men... we went to city hall, bugis n then to plaza sing.. met hariz cos we bought book at times since hariz work there, got 10% discount.. heheh... hhariz joined us for dinner.. chated alot. irah was kindda lost cos we were talking about sec sch days and also alot of programing stuffs.. ahhahah...then came home again at 7 pm. this time, mum din allow me out.. i was to explain everything to her.. ahhaha.. mcm investigation seh. lol..
and now.. i rely2 need sleep.. bye...

Undoned projects

2009-02-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

a week passed by.. filled with too much things. Sleeping time was slashed. for 4 days reach home at 11.30pm... and went out of house at 5.45 am... subuh was in the office. rabak ehk? well what to do? thats life. was sleeping in the bus just now on the way to temp int.. some one woke me up in the bus cos i was still sleeping when reach interchange. very tired. very very tired. no time to sleep. exams coming. 4 project deadline coming. one of them just started. PROGRAMMING!!! stupid java codes! so much of getting A for last semester.. haiz...

lets talk about valentinesday celebration. it was a successful events. well, even there was last minute things.. still thank god i manage to solve it. the crowd was good.. my event seceded!!! and alot of thankx have to go not to m but to the members.. without them, this event may not be successful. hrm.. one thing about us. as in the executive committee, wee have alot of conflicts among each other.. each committee. but on the day of event..still we pull through successfully. hrm.. ... and ow yah. i got a wack from adam and aidil... thanx AR!!!! but actualli i deserve it.. i sabo them.. hahaha... but they got fererro rocher thankx to me!! hahahha... ain and nia.. i was expecting a boo from the crowd.. not that i am looking down on them. but this is their first time preforming.. they are so nervouse.. but then... hahaha.. sadli event presented flowers to ain... hrrrm... whats up ehk? haha...

now after the celebration... reports have to be doned.. reviews.. feedback.. haiz... GS chasing me already.. cash is still with me.. haaha...

friday. in the morning was hard to get up in the morning... had a mind of sleeping the whole day.. mybe sleep forever and never to wake up.. hahahahah.. but DEAREST mum was on te top of her voice. :-S so no choice.. anyway i have a class test... test was ok ok lah.. programing! haiz! i cant wait for the term to end and i can like 'to hell with programing' but that is if i pass the module.. i fail... i have to retake even if i go into multimedia! after friday prayers, was suppose to comeback for project work. guess where i went.... went to meet my bed.. hahahahahhahahahaha!!!! and turned off my phone :P hahha.. woke up at 5.30. Shahirah called. i am needed at esplanade... at first was lazy to go.. wanted to continue sleeping after magrib. but takper lah.. since they are kind of down.. go on lo... did OT... reach home at like 12?? ya.. i tynk so...

saturday morning never go for Maulid.. hehe.. was sleeping.. then did all the necessary work.. studied alot.. but nothing went into my stupid brains! ahhaha.. at night was at RCTS.. cool lah seh!! tom jones, clif richard, engelbert humperdink, rick martin, mark anthony... their voices. all combined into one man singing.... FOOH!!! the band was superb! especially the sont I need to Know by mark anthony. patrons stood up and danced on th stage! the music was sooooo.... speechless...good..good..good. was suppose to end at 9.30. but thankx to the patrons, encore had to be done. it was for ONE HOUR!!! wow! haha.. but never mind...they are good.

sunday? early morning was at vivo city... KBCC YEC had a kent ridge walk.. ok lah it was fun.. but tiring lah... then after the walk went to hort park... hah.. we did our youth jumps...Check out the picx here advisor saw it and wanted try it.. hahaha.. coool lah sey! then makan at 527 and headed home..

monday school was as per normal. malam klas.. lately we have been learning about nikah, tunang... alot ahk.. dah jadi mcm kursus perkahwinan.. haha.. because kak yanti is getting arried soon.. so hassan took the chance to huraikan satu per satu.. so yeah.. can say i am pre pared already.. any one wanna be my bride? hahaha.. macam paham! hahahah

tuesday.. hahhaa.. school... after school.. petang.. from school.. went over to somewhere.. for what? no need to noe. hahaha.. aand at that somewhere, met Zaki! like...SHIT LAH! haiz.. but who cares! gi mampos arh! alll i can say.. had sooo much fun last night.. smapi naek salah bus.. sesat sesat. tapi fun.. hahha.. FUN!!! hahhahaha.. ok..ok.. chill.. we will be going more soon.. hahah..

ok.. now.. after the 23 Feb, must get sick.. so that ken go tamp polyclinic.. heheh.. y temp ehk? hrrm.. ok bye!

weekend

2009-02-09T04:46:00.000+08:00

A busy weekend i had..

friday was our annual work plan.. finally its over.. well, found alot of interested members.. wanted to start office asap.. but they have to wait till about november.. but i dunn mind if they run events now... at lease its a stepping stone while we are still here.. haha.. presentation.. THANKS AHK NEW PPL!!! go present soooo much events for project committee.. think wad?? me and adam nothing else to do then running event ahk? BoD! at the end, food was good.. someone kapo my pack food! hahaha went home fast as got appointment.. and guess waht? i left $250 CASH! on my table... CASH!!! lucky wan was there.. haiz!!

saturday... woke up early.. went to office to complete some work... alone in the office with yat.. blast lagu.. syiok to the max! ahhaa... then adam came.. about 2 plus.. took cab to pasir ris sec for soccer match... it was suppose to be SC against another team.. but i am very dissapointed ahk... u ppl chase m and adam to fix a match.. but when we have a match. only 5 came! thanks to zahid and saiful.. we had back up players.. we won anyway... after that.. took cab to pasir ris east cc for the celebrate love thing.. was suppose to report by 6.. but in the end.. the whole thing started late.. shall say its a lil kindda failure ahk.. only like 25 came for the whole celebration? and as for us? easy job ahk.. haahhaha.. but as SC... we are well known for "merepek" and "kecoh" the place was like so noisy.. ahahhaha... the whole celebration ended... and outside the CC.. we had a short SC meeting.. kat tepi jalan.. rabak ehk? haha.

came home at 1 am due to some time lepak2.. hahaha.. afta suboh at 5.30, sleep again.. and mum woke me up at 6.30 saying: "gi pasar!" and i was like NO! i'll go at 9.. hahaha .. tierd know! ahahahaha...but in the end.. went at about 10 +.. ran to pasar.. cepat2 buy things.. went home.. changed... went out o collect something.. then wen t to tanjing katong go meet gala to pass her the cook book.. and she claims in front of her friends : tengok nie. aku buat aw..." and her kawan percaye! then rush to eunos interchange... top up card and went to supermarket to check out somethings.. then was off to mjd hj md saleh for the appreciation lunch... found out something from efa.. OMG!!! its so like.. ok..ok.. hahaha... time changes girl.. haha so yeah.. we wil see how it goes.. hahahha..after that.. had a short chat while otw to paya lebar... thanks for sharing that with me... then went off to work... hahaha.

i was the only guy at RCTS... and dah sah azman jealous! ahahhahaha... wad! u tynk u AM i scared ahk.. hahaha.... from what i know.. RCTS tak perlu AM.. yang ko sebok2 pat saner asal... hahahhahahaa.....i gave mar the science centre ticket... haha.. smangat seh! hahah.. came home at about 11... family celebrated my bro's birthday at home.. it started after i left home... and ended before i came home.. :( .. all was asleep when i reach home...celebrate tak jempot seh! tkper..tkper...

kindda fought with someone over sms. that ended my day last night.

having retribution

2009-02-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

Read today's horoscope... coooool gyler!!! so the kene with me!!!.. ahhah.. well.. lets wait ans see yah.. haha...hrrm... Yesterday;s was bro's birthday.... .... .... .... ..... happened and ...... ... ... .. so.... ... ... ... .. but then was not good choice. then went over to.... ... ... ... ... ... .. ... ... .. home. i went back to .... .... .... ... ... .. ahhahaha.. sorry yeah ppl.. dunn wanna say it out down here.. ahha..

ok.. moving on to next topic. had a very bad sleep.. well of cos! who would be able to sleep with your arm wrapped with plastic!! each night have to sleep with arms wrapped! at bandage pon ok ahk.. ni tak.. plastic seh! what a Doctor!!! takperr.. takperr. atleast i see some improvement! ahahha..

yesterday during NWT class... work was easy.. haha.. so we chated alot! YES!!! retribution! (at first, ader orang tu merajok ngan aku... merajok rabak to the max seh... mcm budak kecik... hahhaha...but klaka ar dektu merajok.. abeh nak step blaja FTT.. hahah) ok.. talking about retribution... we sensed something is not going right.. first, we just act cool.. but then, we decided to make things worst.. lets make it for REAL and make the hell out of it.!!! yes!! in the process... hahahaha! But teacher suspected already.. but who cares! you just do not know who you are dealing with ok!.. :)

S.W this mornign... went to school late. normally go school at 7-8 am.. but this morning, fell asleep after subuh. and dad did not wake me up. he wanted me to rest. ahahah.. but still i woke up at 9.30. lucky not late for any lessons.. hahaha.. so S.W. played badminton.. yeah... favourite!!! lol...

then wash up... lunch was nasi ayam blak pepper... nice2.. then went for CPM... guess what.. forgot to bring my book.. hahahah.. rabak ahk.. rushing seh!!.. during CPM was updating each other.. i kind of like CPM.. thats where nonsens ken come out.. ant the teacher can even layan us.. we were updating each other bout all ... then i went down to offis jap... woohooo!!! got the money.. its all in my hands.. .. farah, i prepared a letter for u already.... aidil.. i need ur receipt or u want the cash first? Ain.shal we go buy the stuff? when? ... ahha cool...

after maths.. went to ofis kejap.. solat.. then i my chairmen went off.. hahha. ape lagy.. aku pon cabot ahk... on the way back i went to block 461... irritating bugger! make me go all the way there and then you sleep! on the way back.. saw this 'mat rep' all in blask. walking towards me... keept staring at me.. smiling at me.... turns out to be my adek.. hahaha... so different!.. he was going for tuition.. how come he in that area.. biaser lah.. jumper member.. hahah.. tell your mother then you know!

ok.. tomorrow... long afternoon planed!.. Annual workplen! haiz~.. stress!
need early sleep... and also need to wrap hand with PLASTIC!!! PATHETIC

Mad Tuesday

2009-02-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was too moody.. kept changing mood.. do notknow what went wrong.. haiz~~~ .. here i would like to say sorry to those who called and sms me .. but i never respond.. but actually at 12 pm i did respond.. hehehe.. lol.. ok.. yesterday was moody. today was opposite.

GUESS WHO I MET IN THE MORNIGN!!!! at temp int!!! OMG!!! until now i cant forget the looks. woooohoo.... ahmed, what did u di huh? amaciam she ken berubah in like 2 months?? wow.. cant forget the image.. aku tak kenal die LAH!!!in the morning, first thing i did was go see my manager.. had to make sure the area i want to use is available on the 12.. while talking to hym, his phone rang.. our director called... tros aku cabot .. hahahahha.. because drop my director an email about the 12 feb event cos my manager mcm tak uat keje.. so ...hahahha...kene marah lah tu manager aku.. ahhaha.. padan muker :P...today was SO GYLER!!! but fell sick in the end again! annual workplen nearinf.. its this friday!! and the youth forum is still not up yet.. and.. conflicet between 2 dance groups .... i am the one who will suffer! i need them to peform on the 12!!! i cant possibly get a last minit dance group!!

CPM!! imagine how much i got?! 45?? hahah.. actually its good enough. its a killer chapter.. what do you expect. i stil remember what mr tan said... hahaha.. i hold you words MR TAN TECK HOCK!!! ahhahahaa.. owh ya! met farhan while otw to CPM class.. sam.. menyakat each other.. and.. yeah.. he was like "ansari dah maju sehh.." and btw farhan, the caling name "ansari" dah tak exist!! ahhahaha.. dah upgrade dok! bukan mcm kau.. samer jerr.. ahhaha

we gossip a lil bit about maisarah.. hahah.. since she was the latest i saw after soooo long.. ahhaha... and ow ya.. he saw me and gala and he was so wanting to know gala siaperr. hahaha.. blah ahk!! khai pon samer.. nampak gla jerr dah minat. hahha.. paderhal eya lagy lawa dari GALA!! sory gala ;). hahaha

VBP lesson was doing PM presentation.. slept late last nyte thanks to in.. and then went to office... skipped lecture.. hahha.. and how did i record class attendance? easy. use office phone, called gala. tel her to read out the names that were present in that room.. Easy.. hehehe..completed the tickets printing mean while.. and my chairmen kindda getting better.. alhamdililah.. now.. i got big high hopes. hahaha.. WOHHOO!! haha.. skipped lunch.. haha.. but got a lil bite for alas perot.

saw rudy playing this game. kindda boring ahk.. but a lil syiok ahk.. ahhah... then gala and razin came to my office and then we all went for PM.. Adam and Wid were not in school today.. both not feeling well.. adam needs a break actually... he has been too busy with everything.. and he stays in Yishun.. so you could imagine the traveling tyme.. so is wid...

at PM.. ready to present. and know what the teacher said.. next week presentation.. i was like?? shouldn't have rush trough.. ahhaha.. so was doing some other activities.. actually copying things from slides ahk... Guess what? had a super great time with gala.. she reminds me of those pri/sch days were me and friends Will like challenge who copy faster.. ahha.. super gyler.. lufing loudly in class and all.. YoHa!!.. 2 of us... gyler2 to max nyer max!! JaToH bOi!!! . cekgu pun malas nak layan.. ahhahaha.. owh.. nak ngok gala ak? go to youtube.. there is a recording of her.. hahha.. nak promote buku kononnyer.. ahhahaha.. and if u ken hear a guys voice, its razin.. hahaha..... go.. go see.. i dunn want to put the link.. nanty kene cekik nga si jemuran tu.. ahhahahahahaha.. syiok sehh!!!! hahahah.. and si gala nie kan. dah log in kat msn orang, tak tau nak log out!!! multiply dier pon samer!!! naseb i never coment on others nyer page! da sah GALA!!!

went home straight after PM.. suppose to singgah somewhere.. but to lazy and too tierd... so went home.. solat and then the bed looks toooo attractive.. hehe.. not my fault. was about to fall asleep and a call woke me up! want to rest also cannot! haiz~.. managed to get some sleep after that.. turn off my phone.... tonyte, gonna work on Oracle work.. and TOMORROW is WEDNESDAY.. read my previouse post... i did say about wednesday..hehhe.. we will see how it goes.. oww... cant wait men!

before i go... i need all your support... please support this event.. its a fund raising ehent.. please... please..please..
call me for more info.. please please..please..please support.. its only $5...

till then, see you.. ahhaha
YOHA

JaToH bOi!!

A night out

2009-02-01T10:54:00.000+08:00

saturday!! woke up so early when i slept so late the night before.. haha... the whole day was at home doing my PM work!!! its like so backdated.!!! i see my self rushing trought the project on monday night... hahha.. lol..

petang was working.. otw, gala called me... hahaha.. was suppose to meet her at esplanade.. no.. not meet... but see her at esplanade.. haha.. bt in the end.. suro aku gi RC starbux!!! pla hotak kau!!!! ...and YAY!! mum folowed me to work! managed to show her how was my work was... she saw the uniform on me.. and she met some of the staff.. and also manager azlina.. guess waht azlina said : mak kau mcm eurasian ehk! puth siak!!
and i was like.. mesti ahk.. ahhaha.. shahirah also sadi the same thing.. me and shahirah are the only 2 indian muslim in esplanade so far.. ahhaha.. and she said the same thing also.. actually mum wanted to go for chingay.. but she dunnow how to go.. he seat was at area 4.. sebelah esplanade.. then aunt came.. and cousins (mirza and nurul) so then went to chingay.. i went to work.. something happen at work.. i was so held up lah!!!

after work, met mum and group again.. the kids was with me.. ahha... i was wearing jeans and formal shoe.. gueas what nurul said to me...
" bai, asal bai pakai kasot pengantin?" hahahahahhaha.. mum was so lufing at me.. hahha. budak2.. mestilah dey tak paham.. hahaha.. then we went to hong bao river.. bought makan ... some how...nurul reminds me of bazilah.. heheh.... they so look alike lah!! rambot.. and all.. maybe when she grow up, same look.. JaToH bOi!!! and then aunt and kids went off. me and my mum.. we jalan2 around there.. syiok.. we talk alot... mcm dating gitu... hahaha.. then went home in a taxi.. i so the malas to take bus or mrt.. hahah.. lagy pon dah penat...

reach home.. solat and everything and was on the bed.. on the phone sampai kol 2 pagy.. ahhaha.. and went to sleep... and owh ya!!! talk to ilah already.. hrrmm... whats in for wednesday,, hrrrm.. woner.wonder..wonder.. jagn marah ehk kalau anything happens.. like i said.. no one will escape from me *evil lufter* kk.. gtg. bye..

Chingay

2009-01-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

Chingay!!! WOOHOO!!! ok.. srart from friday mornign.. lesson ended early.. cabot home asap.. got changed and the was off for friday prayers.. met shah kat saner.. give hym what he need. then met ada at skate park.. YEAH.. skate park!! did 2 interviews.. but sadly.. it rained.. haiz.. well. but atleast we got 2 interviews.. looking at 4 more sports to go and then we will be on the way to USA.. hahha.. macam paham jerr beboal...

after the interview, saw haickz and his band group.. tk tego ahk. jaoh dok!! then i headed dwon to esplande.. on the way there.. met haickz again.. this tyme jumper btol.. hahha... i invited his band to peform at my schooll.... he agreed.. but then when he got to know its at my skewl, troz he back out... hahah.. hea sk the others to go bt he dunn wan... hahha.. kenaper ehk.. haiz.. DOK!! aku dah tau lah!! hahahahahah.. sleagi dier ader dalam skolah tu, tkkna pasal dier ko malu and segan nak datang.. aper dah... hahah...

then while walking to city hall...saw maisarah .. hahah.. long tyme never see her.. wanted to tego her.. tapy da telepas.. and also hidayah.. yeap.. they working at chingay.. doing traffic count...lol. and.. i am taller then maisasah.. heheheheh.. blueak!!!

chingay.. i was sited at the front row!!! cool seh!! saw all the peformance but the tv infront of me was kind off bloking lah.. haiz.. haha.. while walking to seat, saw my aunt .. she pefroming.. ahhaha den got this group of guys and gals. the all ask if i was from EVPS? and i dunnoe who they are.. hahaa.. maybe the thot its nabil.. hehhehehe

after chingay.. went home by car.. in the car efa was there.. biaser ahk.. cousins wer there.. ble balek. i told mum, efa ,amed and amir was there and all.. and i was shoked to found out that my adek merajok with me!!!! just bcos i met efa! my COUSIN! his GF!!! rabak eh!!! hahahah.. dengan abang sendrik pon nak jealouse.. aper dahh!!! hahaha..

efa msg hym.. my adek tak layan.. hahaha.. cool kaperrr. hahhaha.. and there was once... me and efa and the siblings are very close.. the 3 of then are like my adek bradek alr.. so dat day we went to vivo.. me and efa took picture together... and u know what.. my bro deleted all the pictures that has me and efa together... rabak ehk!!! haiz... hahahaha eleh.. tak heran lah ehk.. ko nak jumper dier.. nak kene l=plen2.. aku tak yah... anytime b0leh!! hahahaha.. if he reads this.. mampos aku! hahahaha

CNY weekend

2009-01-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

start off with exco meting on thursday.. rabak.. haaha.. ok lah... my words was too pedas.. but ader bagos nyer perr.. bebual dah bekali2.. tapi.. and now.. dah satt;e kan.. eleh.. the gram on me will like fade soon wad.. he has to work with me ANYWAE!!! so.. yeah. hahahha

friday.. working.. was at ODTH.. got free show beb!!!.. a gurl was begging the boy not to leave her.. the whole scene was like just behind my back.. in front of the water front... it lasted for more then 1 hour... i was afraid of only one thing... the lady jump into the sea... i was praying that.. nak terjon. wait for me to like sign out dulu.. hehe... walau.. its like the lady kneeling down to the guy.. then... grabbing the feet pulak.. haiz.. drama... drama...

saturday... maulid in the morning.. hassan was there. aku dalah mengantok.. he made me so stresed up.. an MR NASIR!! thankx ALOT!!! rabak aku kene solo sEH!!! mcm nak putos jari... and HASSAN was there!!! haiz... ahhaha... malam kerje again.. these few days banyak ODTH.. hrrm.. finally met nadiah.. ingatkn dah tk keje lagy.. hahaha..

sunday!! morning... was at tamp stadium.. bangon pagy gylerr.. haha.. by 7, reached tamp int.. waited for DEAREST ADAM!!! tak timbol2... rabak to the max!! met up with cuzzies and memberz at temp stadium.. fadhi;ah was there.. mcm kesian seh dier.. kesorangan.. thot efa would be there.. but.. hahaha.. morning was BEST.. exercise.. nope... shall say.. dance.. hahahaha.. was like so the syiok.. will upload the video i tynk next week.. hahah.. u should see the pictures and the videos.. hahahha.... hrm.. plens to upload it on the IGNITE for april since P was in it.. hehehhe... then after that was kind of start of the whole event... BJ Kadir was there.. kene kacau gyler rabak... hahaha... then makan tyme.. and then serving the old folks and the anak yatims...

after that... blood donation!!!! hahahhahahahahah... cant forget the incident... hehhehe... haiz.. i cheated someone.. kesian...kesian. hehehe.. and ahmed... firstime donating blood.. pening after that.. and he asked for a PINK bandage.. fadhilah was like ????? .. hahaha... after that headed home... uncle drove fadhilah home and then went home.. and i got a chedar cheese cake :)... nope! no sharing ... hahaha

monday... hrmm what i did? owh.. i tynk was just kerje malam.. thats all... tak ingat ahk.. STM...

tuesday.... yeap.. went to yishun in the morning.. met up with adam.. then headed down to temp.. searching for something for my bro ... for what? ahha.. and owh yah!! i tynk its time to call up ilah.. yup..yup.. have to...its time already.. tingalll braper hari jerr..... jumper ira.. went to airpot and met the rest of them.. welcome back!!! hahahaa.. owh.. met fadhilah while otw to airpot.. hahaha... headed home kindda late... gaji blom masok2 lagy,,, strez aku!!! haiz...

today.. nothing much hapen... adam was super dilema tady. tak tau which to choose... everyone in the office was like "adam, ko ok tk".. but he keeps quiet.. saper yang tau tu tau lah... kesian ehk kadang2.. tapy degil at times.. but happy that in the end... he got what he wanted. hahah owh ya! had lunch with manager.. lunch was on him... cool kapeer.. we wanted to have a meeting.. he sugested to go out and talk over lunch... JaToH Boi!!! met hariz to tak my dvd frm hym.. then at 5... sattle some things for meeting... then went off to gufran with shah for magrib.. and after that.. we went rounding at temp mall.. masok alot kedai2.. tengok2 baju.. lawa2.. hahah.. tried this and that.. me and shah saw this jacket at G2000.. it can be jaket and also a blazer... cool.. thot of gettin one.. it cost 169!! rabak! ahaha.. then relise it was like 8.45?? headed home.. and now.. just finished clearing my lappy things.. my laptop will be in the hospital foe a few days.. hahaha... so yeah.. wait for the updates yeah.. bye

Seram

2009-01-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

last sunday was working.. banyak buday NYP pat esplanade bcos of the sinfonia thinggy.. rabak per.. the pefromerz banyak POSER!!! naek bingit kiter pat pantry!! like so the ngade2... BLEAH!!!! ahhahaha... but meet alot of member member datang ahk.. .. hahaha.. makin banyak orang dah tau aku keje pat esplanade.. hahahhaha...

ok..ok..lets start from monday... was kind off tierd.. hahah.. nothing much happen..MATHS TEST!!! atrouciouse!!! hahahah.. thats all i can say... then petang jumper irah pat temp.. went to popular to get my organizer....hahah.. i am so packed with events all in my head.. sometimes dah terluper dah!!!... hahaha.. but now i hope it will be better.. then we went round interchange.. y? hahhaha .. jgn tanyerr... hahahah...at nyte klas agama dah start.. so as per normal... all the klaka part and the 'kene cuci' part was good.. sumer blank.. hahahaahhaha...and yah.. niary its ustat bday lah!!! hahahaha...

tuesday... was not a good day for me.. haiz.. was not feeling well..mcm no mood gitu.. VBP in ther mornign... then lecture.. rabak gylerr... ahhahah... we are like prisioners in there!!!! ahahhaha all bukannyer denga lecture... hahaha.. then went to expo.. mcm paham nak gi JL sale.. tempat tu berhantu ader ahk.. hahaha... and..and...and.. ...... ..... ...... ....... siaper yang tau tu tau lah ehk.... rabak to the max.. its like so obviouse lah!!! hahah.. tapy.... ..... ..... ..... .... hahahaha.. lol.. back to topic, so ew had donuts... ahhaha then went to the busstop.. supose to kill time before balek skolah.. but then 38 came.. had the odea of going bedok.. so me and razin went to board the vus loh!! and someone thot we main2 jer nak gi bedok.. rabak kapeeer!!! hahahahahhahahhahaha.... at bedok.. jalan2 jerr.. waste tyme...then met up with gala in the bus 2.. went for PM .. lagy rabak.. masok klas, take attandance, pastu blah.. razin went off to some where.. i had no mood to go office..so me and gala had lunch at cafe 2 befor we went home... haaah...

Today!! had high elements games.. hahaha.. wonder whats that? aku pon tk tau nk explain mmc maner.. tengok gamba ehk..

seram ryte? seram to the max!! hahaha.. was funn ahk seh when was up there... i was the first to go.. cool kapeer.. hahha... well started off with super high confidence.... then when was halway tru... dah cuak beb!!! hahah ant then cekgu say to walk tihout holding.. GYLER KAPEER!! hahahahahaha.. then all was ok.. bler dah habis.. mcm nak gi lagy skalie.... hahahahah..

well after mine.. was ada, and dany.. pas tu... aper lagy.. we 3 kacau2 orang ahk.. takot2 kan orang .. hahhaha.. kecoh dok!!! ahahah..,... until was hazel and zita turn.. they were reli scard.. so we relly cheer them up.. and yeah.. all of us completed the course.. the best when it was gala nyer part... hahahahha... mcm kain jemuran kat situ!!! ahhaha.. silap tady, angin kuat, dierpon dah terangkat agak nyerr.same for bazilah.. tapy atleast dier aderr isi.. haha.. actualy she pon mengeletar jugak... goyang gyler ah the whole stretch of cable.. hahahah.. and danial early fell.. thank god he managed to controll himself...

after that went lunch at cafe 1... lamer tk gi sanerr.. besok got SW!! like EERRRGHH!!! mcm tk nak pergi... hahah.. and owh ya.. dah demam balek.. hahahah.. and shall i say i have not eaten again? dalah semalam kene marah .. kene pakse makan seh.. hahahaha... lol... i tynk i need those ppl to remind me about my health.. hahaha..

after that.. all bepecah.. i went to office and didi all work that i can do.. in preparing for some proposas, had to go chek out prices of things to be made as prizes.. so me and ain decided to go visit ntuce at temp so that we can submit the proposal by tomorrow.. dah kind of late.. ahhaha.. so afta the trip to ntuc, back to skewl. and update somethings and off i went.. people has been wondering... hw cme an skarang siang dah kelua ofis... haiz.. just wait,,, just wait... nie baru aku blah siang... lepas 12 feb, i tynk i'll not be visiting the office as often as now.. i mean.. haiz... tkpe lah.... and if i were to go visit pon.. it will be to help adam to sattle AP nyte.....and owh ya! Zahid team back off!!! ish!!! now got to go search for another band.. i tynk.. rabak, i'll go get my cousin lah.. hahaha.... lagy senang.. haiz..

besok balek lambat!!! Executif meeting at 5.30 besok.. siap ahk besok.. saut2 konferm kene maki ngan manager.. aku pon termasok.. hahaha.. well maybe ken take mc besok.. i mean mc starts afta 4 ken? sakit afta 4.. hahahhahaha... ok..ok.. its late alrady.. hahaha

Cinderella

2009-01-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

yes!! i watched cinderella for 5 times!!! my last weekend was all that show.. haha.. tapi kadang tak jelak ahk.. lol.. i get to see from all views. the best was the last 2 show.. i was sited at a ticket price that cost $145.. cool ehk.. hahha.. some magics was doned on stage... well u can see lah.. but the chair part.. sampai niari aku maseh tak dapat.. maybe can ask abang razin.. haha.. mat jiwang tu.. orang nyanyi kat mic.. dier ? kat walkie... haha dah tu salah tune.. lol.. ok.. cinderella.. was super good show.. the props.. the baju... wow.. cantek cantek.. hahaha... and not to forget the songs... hahah.. dah mcm hafal jerr.. the prince trowing a ball... impossible... and this and that ahk...

the character i like most is the fairy god mother.. super klaka.. very the giler2.. and the scene i love most...is when the prince, christ, put on the glass shoe to cinderella.. its like.. he found his true love just like .... so easy!!! ahahha.. how i wish i can find one that easy.... hahaa.. well. christ os so the hero lo to cinderella.. i mean.. ye lah!!! hero... saved cinderella from her bad times.. haha .. hahaha... how i wish i could be a hero in someone's life..but then ahk.. i am wad. in some dreams... hahahha.. =P.. hahah..ok..ok... da jgn berangan lah ehk an...haha

back to daily life.. proposal submited.. yes! i submited without our chairmen.. i dunn tynk he has to be there.. and then nak ngamok... dah kene makingan my friend kat dalam ofis... then pas tu nak ngamok ngan aku and adam.. nak meeting konon.. DA ahk ehk!!! tak kuasa nak layan.. tady kalau dier buat hal ngan aku/adam.. dah tentu kene maki habes2 ngan aku.. dah terlalu lamer aku diamkan diri. adam dah lamer ngamok.. aku maseh besaba!!! tapi segalanyaer ader BATASAN... we will see.. i am looking foward for the executif meeting..

i will never leave my phone on the table anymore.. no..never. hahahaha.. ok.. fine.. memang salah aku.. tapi yang dier gi bingka msg aku buat perr.. haiz.. skarang kau dah tau the truth, kau yang menyesal.. haiz.. haiz...lol.. i mean i dun mind ppl reading my sms.. its not as if i am doing something wrong.. not as if am hiding things.. even my bros kepo2.. tak eran la,.. hahahhahahahaha.. now have to sattle that.. i hope ignite does go on well..

whole week has been super busy for me.. i slept over my aunt hse for some computer stuff.. ahaha.. and and and. kinda abit sick now....

my arm is getting worst lah.. haiz... mum forced to go doc a few times.. tapi.. time do not allow.. just too much work to do.. haahha.. but tonyte wil listen to her her... promise.. hahaha

i am now in class doing my competition.. hahah.. ngah denga lagu.. smapi my fwens hear me hmming the songs... hahah.. rabak per!!! JATOH BOY!! owh ya.. SQ offered me cinderella slots.. this week end.. no!! i am not gonna have another weekend of cinderella. hahaha.. and too much time in TH... i want to go other venue..... Yevette... haha.. that day kena scold by her cos my blasting was not done properly.. i never go on to next month and register my slots.. haha.. will not do that again.. hahaha.. u know guys, she just loves my name. she will yelll A-N-S-A-R-IIIII when shee sees me in the pantry.. like one end to other end... rabaak...dari training days seh.... hahahaha

ok..ok.. hafta go somewhere now.. bb

In A Rush

2009-01-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

ok.. i am bloging in a rush.. haha long time never update.. if i were to de;ay anmore, it willl be next friday. hahaha..

ok lets start from last night. Was at Downtown. Got bbq. And Sorry Shahirah and Zul, i did not come for your wedding... sorry..sorry..sorry.. but nabil came ryte ? aha. boleh lah tu ehk.. hahaha
back to topic, reach the chalet at about 7.45... adam and all was there.. i mean those NYAA participntz.. and finally i saw who LIA was.. haha.. adam was ryte... haiz..haiz..haiz.. selamat lah ehk adam.. hahaha... great time.. makan.. play around.. pictures.. candids.. well as usual, when SC are together, GILER GILER!! hahahahhaha... summore there was nadiah.. and OAC mmbre.. lagy rabak.. and there was this power ranger.. white ranger... hahah entah anak siaper.. tk tau.. kene buly ngan yat.. ahahaa..

friday. i forgot to do something on that day.. EAT!! i forgot to eat!! stressfull day!! super stress... pagy woke up late.kelam kabot siap2.. skipped sarapan. told my self nanti kat cafe blh makan.. reached office at about 8.. immidiately started work.. someCCA stuff had to do... help yat here and there.. then amin and more came, prepared for Ignit.. big project. then about 11, razin came. then was ilah. about 12, went up to meet the rest. perot lapar. tk per.. saba..about 12.30, kelua gi solat jumaat... thot could buy something to eat.. but tka jadi.. sampai balek skolah.. tak makn. then ilah offerd to buy something for us.. but i turn down cos no point.. i was leaving already.. ahhahha.. left classrom, went to office skejap, grabed some documents and went out of school... rushed for appointment.... tak makan lagy...

after that, went to esplanade. work. i tell you guys. of all my working life, THIS IS THE WORST I EVER HAD!!! i had a difficult time with the organiserz as they hire out venue. if its a difficult patron, i wont bother, once show start.. its doned.. hahah.. but this one.. tru out the whole 3 hours lah seyy!!! ERRGHH GERAM!!!! the one that reli made her pissed off is that when she need to go to the back stage. she has the pass.. but she cannot go trought the way i go.. she has to go the long way.... thourh out the whole 3 hours, walkie was populated with my name, grace and VO! haiz.. susah ahk handle orang kaya raya!!!! kurang aja.. tynk wad.. u may be rich.. but u dun have the freedome of moving around the veneue u PAID for!!! ONLY WE HAVE IT!!!

Reached home at 12.30 am. mum ask dah makan? that was when i relised i have not eaten the whole dya!!!! hahahaha..

thursday ?
later update.. have to rush off already.. its 3.30 already

~ciaos~

2008-12-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

had a wonder full day today... i went against docters words.. heheh.. but i feel the pain la.. like DUHH!! tapi thankz for my degil, i suffered alot.. ok.. today. morning, reached office at about 8 am... did some admin work and went to get updatez on my the proposals.. and geuss what? i have to do up all the events proposalz for the year 2009 by 15 december.. hrm..hrm..hrm.. then sc soccer clun is another area i have to work on. thankx alot to adam. we work well together.. back to topic, yeah.. then did some revision.. at about 9 i went up up to class for test.. that particular persone was not in clas. and its test is about to start. haiz.. i cant mesage or call. its no use.. it wont be di layan.. so got adam to msg instead (claiming i left phone in office.. hehe)... test was ok.. hrm.. cable was perfect for the first time ever! ahha.. my eyes could not stop looking in that direction to see if that persone is doing ok or not.. but look ok aniyaw.. ow wells.. even is it do not look ok.. i cant go over to render help! all i can do is ask someone to go over.. haiz..haiz..haiz.. memang lah aku happy tengok kau bahagia.. tapi right deep in this heart... its :( .... but what can i do ryte??? .. back to topic.. after the cable was done, move on to ping of computers and ite TCP/IP settings. can say its easy ah.. hope the marks will turn out good.. hehhe....

after that, had a break. as usual, i turn myself into a wal.. and i saw the happy face. i was nit suppose to eat due to what doc say's... but WTH la! was hungry.. EAT.. went to eat! of cos felt the pain.. ate as fast as possible and went of as .. my presences was not accepted.. went to submit the book to Ms Hazel. she went WOW! hahah.. then back to class for revision...

school ended. wanted to be home! so went out of school.. as per normal thot of taking 38.. wan go see fren jap.. walking to bus stop.. AND saw .... so decided not to take bus from there...cancel meeting fren.... force my self to take 24 on the opposite side.. hahahahhaha.. rabak ehk... haha.. but then in the bus.. had to go back to school! AIDIL again din have a calculator for EXAMS!!! so yeah.. and thaks sue for the prayers. thanks alot. haha.. slacked in the office with yat.. as usual.. nonsens all the way! then after that we ramai2 go over to east point to have dinner at KFC... then went over to hospitl for visit.. then went home.. hrm... now waiting desprately for farah's email.. please make it quick.. hahaha.....

this is when i was too thing=king of my problem... haiz...

2008-12-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. problems...problems....problems.. sue's problems coming to end.. haiz.. susah ehk hidop.. those stressful days .. sleepless nights.. haiz.. tak tau la ehk.. and thanks alot to those people who kept scolding me.. haha.. thankx.. THANKX!!! lol.. by the way.. last2 night was real stress relive.. by the beach.. hahah.. penat giler lah la sia... reach home.. and was on the bed immidiately... haiz..haiz..haiz.. hahah

my project is doned!! its over.. hahha.. i am super happy to see the reasult of my groups work. right now, the marks is not important!
OMG!! the product is just SO IMPRASSIVE. thankx all you guys.. thanks al you guys.. nothing can be doned without your hels.. thanks adam, razin, sue, and widya.. thanks alot...

ok... back ot my problem..
SEE!! it is proven.. i start to make myself invisible, i start to be a tembok.... ko boleh nampak yang dier sekarang semakin bahagia.. tak cukop bukti? i was deleted from the friendster.. you wan to say its frenster rosak? after its back to normal, i can still view the profile.. tapi sekarang.. hahahahha....dah tak boleh.. so its proven that i was actually hated right from the start.. haiz..haiz.. haiz.. tapi kenaper.. that' the soalan stills wonders me.. but not as much as last time. haiz... but now.. since this way aku dapat tengok dia happpy.. ok.. i wills stick to this way.. lol.. hrm...

today.. was helping nadia and gang with their fund raising project.. was quite a sucess ahk.. examinations going on.. some stress faces around the school... oh yarr.. my musical concert was turned down :( . sedih seh.. but then.. i have to be realistic ahk.. wad miss jill said was true.. time is a main thing.. and we are super short of that.. hrm... i spoke to rudy.. i just cant take it anymore.. this thursday it shall be.. yeah.. this thursday...haiz.. and rudy.. MY DVD!!! hahahah
i need it soon... and aidil!! Wad the hell were you doing in the examination hall!!! WAD THE HELL!!! Y?! you promised to cincentrate! but what hapen?! do you know that someone is super mad at you about just now?! please la.. please la.. please la... besok is your last paper.. pleae.. concentrate....

just came back fom the docter.. haiz.. dun wanna talk about it at all .... AT ALLL!!!

2008-11-21T20:54:00.014+08:00

yoha peepz... just got home. elder bro is in Genting.. which i tynk he took my camera along with him .. i think so ahk... lol...Younge bro? haven seen him since yesterday morning.. god knows where he is.. hahahah. rabak ehk.. adek sendrik pon tk tau.. ow wells.. things are getting better.. actually not getting better la.. i just put a stop to all this things.. hahaha..
...."diam membisu"... thats what is troubling me all this while.. so as for now. read this.

kau nak diam? ok.. tak pasal.. dah berkali2 aku tanyer.. tapi. aku macam satu kayu. macam bebual kat tembok. sorry for being too direct. kau diam. kau tak nak cakap kenaper.. asal aku cakap cikit, jawapan kau ialah: ' aku punyer suke lah'. sampai bila kau nak mcm nie, kau punyer suke. tapi aku dah dapat tau kenaper prangai kau mcm tu. kau bencikan aku. itu lah jawapannyer kan?.. tapi kenaper susah sangat kau nak cakap? kenaper kau bencikan aku? aper salah aku, aku dah tak nak tanyer lagik.. you could just have gone up to me and say: an, aku dah bencikan kau, kau jgn sms aku lagik, jangan kol aku lagik, jangan email aku lagik, jangan cakap ngan aku lagik.... kan senang.. i mean its better that way then you play this game with me.. padrhal aku sms stakat braper words jerr.."korang kat cafe maner?" tak reply.."gg solat?" tak reply.. kol, jgn cakap ler... kan lebih baik kau call Singtel and request that they block my number from your line?....msn... aku suspek kuat aku di-blocked... send ofline msg, pon mcm takder rspond.. haiz.. ok.. sekarang senang.. aku tau kau tak selesa dengan kehadiran aku.. ok. aku akan cuba menghilangkan diri dari kau ok? jadi senang.. kau bahagia mcm tu kn? haiz.. haiz.. haiz...

thats one problen i have been facing ... now! another one. can you belive that i have to sneak out of school EVERYDAY?! not that i run away from class... i am running away from the person who is driving a brown honda stream.. everyday i see the car outside the school.. she knows i go out of school after magrib everyday... HAIZ!! even class finish at about 3++, ! i cant go home early.. actually can lah.. bring home office work loh.. which is a NO for me. i wont bring home office work.. i'l do all office work in the office.. home, its time for me to do school revision... kenaper lah dengan dia.. sanggop seh drive up all the way from YCK to my school.. i know its on your way hme. but for you to send me home from my school, its totally out of way ... habes kalau terserempak.. you'll force me in. haiz..haiz..

ok.. tomorrow... another birthday party.lol.. those who's goin ahk.. its starting at 4.30.. but i tynk we going bowling again first.. hahah and also, ilah peasn to bring baju extra ok guys! i have no idea what she's up to.. but.. hahah.. just go with the flow... shit lah. camera in genting!!! haiya..

tag replies:

shafina: kalau aku takleh hapy.. aper salah aku buat orang bahagi. kan best mcm tu.. and aku tk pernah mintak balsan darik dia.. aku tak mintak teroz.. all the care and concern was sincere.. thats all.. hrm.. nx wednesday we can go out.. blang yg laen.. haha

recent activities...
Randome Picx taken at office
Princepal dialog session
Career Fair

everyone's busy getting ready for Career Fair,
this joker is happily playing CS!!!

Its not easy being an event manager

my office is behind me..
saiful sitting at my place *wack*

this bear greats me each morning i come to the office
i place it right smack on my table.. hahaha

Who's the GOH? my KBCC advisor Dr Faishal.. who else..
Princepal was looking at me and sally when we talked to hym. haha
we call him boss.. lagi ahk princepal wonder2 .. hahah

haven start work. tu sal happy

after a long day.. i think my members deserve a smile..
thankx guys for helping me out..

2008-11-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

came to school late today.. stakat half an hour late jerr.. hahah... was on the phone all the way.. with haickz.. hrm.. family problem.. stress!! its more difficult for his position than me.. good thing that he is the chill type.. so hope things are still in good shape... class was normal... more exciting actually.. get to play around wih networks.. now i know why some functions at home do not work.. switch is needed.. dad, can we have one?? hahah... then was break... office was not open yet! haha.. after that back to class...

during class got a call for saiful .. haickz was on the line..haickz at my school gate... he said something... the news freaked me out!! after class left out immidiately... {things happen here and there}... ow btw.. to ilah and razin, i am very very sory..sorry about the phone call thing.. i din mean to reject it.. i apologise...but i was not in proper to talk to u. sorry again ilah and razin.... went back to school.. met mr martin. explained to him what was going on.. i ask to be excussed... he was kind off reluctant to excuse me.. he has high hopes of me in the competition.. haiyo!! hrm.. but still i had to go... sorry to the 5 of you all for keeping you guys in the dark.. sorry adam, ilah, razin, michell and jia xuan.. sorry.. hope i did not miss alot..

now home.... going to change and then.. going out again..
haickz, saba k.. ask saiful to talk to them.. nanti aku datang...

2008-10-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

last night's dinner was good. some was late. some said to pick me up. but in the end?! but how in the world would i expect that bunch of hooligans to just right smack behind my table?! and asraf and aizat are 2 monyet kemba who is forever up to nonsens!! dari P5 sia!they got so excited when they saw me. do not ask me why. kept making embarrassing moments. so i just sat as if those bunch of people behind me are aliens. i mean there is guests in front of me! so after the dinner. slacked with them. catch up old times... bebual merepek.. then went off...balek kene marah!.. was down for fever.. next morning was ok.. hrm..

problems...problems..problems...no end... was feeling sick since monday.. feverish.. flue... cough hrm... this is waht happen when having big problems.... look here...i wonder something. aren’t you tired of planning every second of everything? i got tired of it. i tried to be in it. but your planning is just much better. well maybe its because i am stupid, which is the case. ok lah, it was actually its my fault. but i admitted it already. at first it was solid.. no problem. because of kebodohan aku, the whole thing became liquid. but without realising, i went overboard. i am stupid fool what...and then, it started turning into gas.. and last few days, it almost disappear.... and now.. i do not know what is the state. sometimes its gas, sometimes its liquid. when will it be solid?

oh btw!! i think it was yesterday.. yeah.. maybe.. i saw something.. i do not know lah if u purposely tried to show me or just that i saw it... i saw it in some pictures too.even though its something cheap, and small... ia sungguh bermakna bagiku.. i am very glad to see u with it. very happy cos it tells me something; its not the end yet. ikan masih bernyawa.

tomorrow having S.W at 11 am! siow! so hot! haha. finishing at about 3+.. and after that.. got to go get some advise... i hope i am doing the right thing by speaking to you.

2008-10-13T21:59:00.001+08:00

!!!headache!!!! headache!!!! headache!!!

!!!headache!!!! headache!!!! headache!!!
!!!headache!!!! headache!!!! headache!!!
!!!headache!!!! headache!!!! headache!!!

!my mind is in a mess! one after another!

sorry was super late this evening guys.. had something to sattle... i took cab from tampines ok.. pick hours lagik. mahal tau! at least i put in efford..^_^"' hahaha ...haha..phew... what a day! just got home! so late in the night! thankx guys... its another burden off my head. those rude buggers, lets just say... ignore them? the more we rant, the more they will demand. so i think lets just leave them alone. i have my studies to think off. i wouldn’t be bothered if this were to happen again. Serious. its a pure waste of time!

i feel quite relife now.. the one i have been so worried about, was actually safe and sound la. well, that’s what i was hoping for... haha amin ..amin..amin.. how stupid of me to think of all the nagetive stuff. to you: i am relly very sorry tohave bug u the whole weekend.. and also about this evening.. i apologise. i was too over....some kind of person i am.... haiz.. haha. Worried worried until i forgot all about my medicine…. Tau tau minggu depan masok hospital.. mampos aku mak aku kerjekan… hahah...Aarief, nak kene penampa heh? respect lah sikit.. you cant be bothered about friends. bugger! entah-entah kalau aku jatoh masok longkang depan kau pon, mingkin kau buat dek je! kawan tak boleh harap! hahah..

!!bloggers!! blogging in another language is not 100% safe anymore. even though its tough to translate word by word, the can + - figure out what we are trying to say. worst! some of them out there have the translation software. wah that one more jia lat .. this afternoon a friend of mine wanted me to translate the friends blog... i dared not. hhaahaha worried if i break others personal code, mine will also broke. as in retribution.

ok.. now gotta go wash up.. want to solat isyak and sleep! before that! Rachel and Paris, dinner at 6 pm tomorrow ok?! meet at marina? dun be late.. i do not want to be held up....

2008-10-03T15:43:00.002+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1. Saiful
2. Hadi
3. Ahmed
4. Shakur
5. Syafiqah
6. Suhailah
7. Wan
8. Kak Ain
9. Sazali
10. Hakim
11. Bazilah
12. Bahirah
13. Farid
14. Jaja
15. Syahirah
16. Liyana
17. Adam
18. Rudy
19. Hassan
20. Hazlinda

How did you meet 14?
School teacher...

How would you do if you never meet 1?
there is one less cousin that i know lo...

What if 9 and 20 dated?
i will laugh my lungs out

Will 6 and 17 date?
50-50 i guess... haha.. but both are alr attach.. so yeah..

Describe 3.
the best cousin i ever had.... he practically dun care about anything.. sometimes even the gf he dun botther...
verry simple smart guy..
he loves pink...

is 8 attractive?
i'll give her 8 out of 10?.. hehe

Describe 7.
do not know him well...
dancer...
thats all i can say..

Do you know of 12 family members?
only the sister.. heard and saw the mum ...

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
i will yell: OMG!! u GAY!!! hahah

What language does 15 speak?
English, Malay?

Who is 9 going out with?
do not know.. he's working now...

How old is 16?
22....

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
just a few mins ago .. haha

Who is 2 favourite band or singer?
did not bother asking him....

Would you ever date 4?
i'm not a gay..

Would you ever date 1?
my cousin sia!! he is a guy btw!

Is 19 single?
nope.. he's attach...

What is 10 last name?
malay got last name meh?

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
why not.. she single wad.. heheh..

Where does 16 live?
around jurong..

What is your favourite thing about 5?
she take good care of my cousin...
she bad name me and make my cousin hate me... hahahahha

Have you ever seen 2 naked?
think i got nothing better to do ijit?

2008-09-28T06:05:00.002+08:00

cut birthday cake last nyte.. haha.. thankx to bro and cousins!.. thankx alot.. hahah
some one promised to sent me a sms right smack at 12 am this morning... konon wanted to be the first person to wish... haha.. but he was 2 minutes late.. some one sent me already... at 12.02 am.. hahah... but never mind.. thanks to all your wishes ( slept at 1. ur sms came in turn by turn.. haha)

whats the plen today? the ketupat thing.... yeah.. the record setting is today.. this morning.. at about 8 i think.. but not going... have to go pasar (again)... ahha.. and also dad wants to do some rearranging of stufs and all.. so today will be busy all day...

tonight is the penutup for the khataman al quran.. and it will be held at al wehda also... not sure family coming down or not.... oh ya... finally i saw bazaar kind of packed.. all this days, when drive past after trawih, it looks quite empty... but last night.. hrm... maybe they have learnt the trick.. lelong-s starts now days... towards the ending.. hrm.. maybe malam raya can come down for a while.. haha.. nothind better to do ijit... eleh.. come down also no use... no $$$ hhahhaha

my baju raya is ready... at first.. all agreed on wearing the same tone of colour.. purplr.. but end up..
elder bro: striking blue
me: Brown
Yg bro: Black
mum? forever secret.. after solat raya then we know about her baju raya.. hahah
dad? not sure....

2008-09-15T08:30:00.000+08:00

Its 5.15 am.... GOOD MORNING!!! .... Had lazania for sahur.. And feel so kenyang now.. hahaha

was on the way to makam on Wednesday night.. after picking up ustaz hassan, went on journey... was entering ECP... there was this Traffic Police (TP).. Telling us to move aside...then, a Mercedes Benz passed by... president and wife was in... Followed by a Volvo and 3 TP... verry impressive.. then when entering the ECP, the 3 TP block all 3 lanes to make way for the convoy to shift to last lane...then Hassan was like telling my unlce: "Kejar deorang,abdillah"(chase them) ahaha. So that our lanes is also cleared.. but then the convoy was slow.. So we wanted o overtake... know what? No cars can even maintain the speed as them.. No overtaking or driving same row as them... even if u are on the other edn of the lane.. The TP will tell u to back off... but ofcos after like 5 mins of driving, the TP let us go.. And u must go.... so we went forward... Hassan said this..."abdillah, masok lane deorang" (go into their lane.... ahhaha mad hassan... want to die ijit! ahhahaha... but very impressive...

last Saturday! was 'Share your food day' for Kaki Bukit Community Centre (KBCC) at block 24 Chai Chee.... there was youth from Ping Yi sec, masjid ansar.. and the best troup was ITE COLLEGE EAST!! hahhaha.. we were the biggest! haha.. KELONG!!!the whole event started off by these youth doing spring cleaning at selected house..

i was the ic for the youth from mjd ansar.. 3 of them.. The house we had to clean up was on the 2nd level...its a one room flat.. verry sedih know when u look at the living condition... verry sedih.... the nenek requested to move some furniture... the we sweep, mop the area, rearrange the house stuffs... wipe shelf’s, windows... then cleaned up the kitchen.. it was fun in the end...

well at about 3.30 Dr Faishal arrive to do house visit of that block .. So we the cleaning ppl must sta in the house until our house was visited.. hahaha.. Mine was last lor... heheh.. After that, Tidy up the house and left... then at the void deck.. Gave out porridge.. Then clean up the void decks... procedded to mjd ansar for IFTAR.... break fast was nasi bryani! So heavy... haha.. i only had 3-4 spoon feed only and felt its enough.. haha...

then went terawih with hassan at block 450. tampines... ahhaha

later on have to go to school with ilah, ira, ari at about 2. and its 8.30 now… so gonna get some sleep… bye…

2008-09-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

YAY!! exams are over. papers looks ok.. especially CMOS! ok.. not too confident. chill.

what have i been doing for the past few days? studylah! what else?! haha.. ofcause got other activity ler. ... last sunday had iftar at my friend's house. his new house. so buka puasa and terawih all there...

friday... came back to schook after friday prayers to collect the new school uniform. ITE will be having a new uniform and was told that all colleges will be wearing a standard uniform. so the new design was on poilot trail and i am one of them. i like the pens. but not the shirt. the design + -... but the material is !!!!!!! to iron.. it needs super high heat! but it crumples easily! the minute u wear it, even before steping out of house, it looks like not ironed. hrm...

thursday? studying the whole day... wednesday went back to schol for some clarification.. and also viewed my test paper.. 79 half! its good ok! this exam, i aim at least 85.. insyaallah...

tuesday? wholeday studying in SC office.. hahaha....

moving on!

preparing for hari raya.. dad wants me to do the painting of house... well since i am the only one on holidays now. so will start doing that around next week? no .. too early... next next week? haiyo. never mind.. later can decide..

my room need to be clean up... any volounteers? books all over the place... notes all over the bed (have not been able to sleep on the bed for 2 weeks) but now its easy to clean up. exams are over, notes, books can be easily piled up and put it at one coner of the room. sorting out can be done after raya.

baju raya.. had a mind of not buying this year.. its like i have like 7 baju kurung?! i only use them on for jalan raya and then.. they sit in my wardrobe for a year.. pity them.. ahhaaa... but.. i am still tempted to get a new one! hahah... family decided on purple.. but younger bro got a red one.. so the colour is still in the air..

mosque i have been going for the past few days for terawih.....

Mjd Khalid, Mjd Takqwa, Mjd Gufran, Mjd Haji Md Salleh(geylang), Mjd Tasek Utara (Thomson), and tonight will be at Makam Habib Noh( shenton way)

all this while buka puasa was at home... only last sunday and yeaterday was not....
menu for buka puasa....

(will upload pics soon)

on the 6-8 October .. had plans to go over to batam for CIP.. its still in process.... ilah, keep me update..

to darls: its not that i have change. yes true i have never taken ur teasing seriousely.. when do i take it seriousely? when the teasing involves another person. in this case, sya. she may/may not read this blog. but what if she does. will she like it? and its not because of who sya is. remember hakim's incident? i do not want anyone to be offended just because of jokes... hope you get what i wan to say.. : p

1 September

2008-09-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

ok.. hi... hahaaha.. Just came back from studying.. a lil stress right now... so here for a break.. Btw, met Aziz just now: P..... Fasting month have started. this month, have a new aim. hopefully i get to achieve it like last year... insyaallah.... and ... my fridge is down.. hrm. of al time.. now u spoil.. haiy0!! nevr mind.. new one is on the way.. heheh...what happen the last few days? lets start with yesterday......Sunday. my first terawih...first night is always at rumah hb....so yeah... magrib at mjd khalid and walked there....

Saturday? SC soccer match. came down and supported them.. i am the AM okay... actually no so la. I did not do anything much.. Well it was BL against SC.. and the score was 6-1.. SC won!! congrets...congrets.... then after that went over to sun tec with mat and aisha.. super duper good offers.. but did not buy any.. thought of coming back the next day.. haha.. well after that.. lepak at starbucks...... then went home and got to know family and kak ain family going out for dinner to celebrate my younger bro birthday that is coming this Thursday.. hahah.. so tagged along lor..

last Friday!!! did not come down for teachers day! well wanted to come in the morning. got test.. so cannot.. wanted to come in the afternoon.. got dialog session at clementi!.. whole day gone.. but anyways, the dialog session was with Dr vivan balakrishnan.. was a very god dialog session.. discussed about the national day rally...... lots of concern was brought up by us... and cleared alot of doubts....

after that... met up sue at temp mall, solat magrib at gufran and made our way to mat's house to discuss about aidil’s cover design.. then headed back... orytez...back to studying.. c ya soon...

before that....

Giorno di giorno

Notte entro la notte

Bacio tramite il bacio

Tocco tramite il tocco

Per gradi

Cado nell'amore

Un amore così incomprensibile

Così chiaro

Così unico

Una passione così in profondità

Un bisogno così necessario

Un desider così forte

L'universo non maneggierebbe

Ti amo oggi

Li amerò domani

ok... byez

2008-08-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

first on my list... mm's suprise party was splendid!!! describing in words wont be fun.. so just know that it was SUPER SPLENDID!!! ....

ok.. this whole week until 10 september.... its gonna be a verry.tight schedule week. exams comiing up. but before that, this thursday is my submission of my project. its about to complete. just adding some text and solve the video problem and i am done. my report is also done... story board? no wories. its done! yay! but i am verry worried about some of my friends.. they are havein super hard time doing it. i wanted to help. but how?! i dun even have time to do myself lo... wel at least at this time, i ken help a bit lah...

ok... right now.. after i submit my project, its STUDY time!!! CHIONG al the way! nothing on my mind... only study..study...study.... anything other then that, after 10 september ken talk... so yeah.... now, back to project. bye.

2008-08-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

its been 17 years you took care of me. yeah.. I know its tough. 3monkeys.. wadya expect?... but i think i am proud to have you being a mother to me. no other people gets it (dun be JEALOUSE)... those love that you given me can never be replaced by anyone .. Those yelling. beatings... had been a great memory in my growing life..... well of cause at that point of time, i may not like it and sometimes, challenged you back.... but those were the days.. there is something i want to say....without those days, i do not think that i will be what i am today.. i mean it... i feel proud saying this. So i think, this day do not come everyday. and therefore, lets start it off with

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

hahaha.. wow .. the day i have been waiting for has come!! yeah!! there is going to be a surprise tonight.. as usual.. hahha... well. I know i will be scolded again.. hahahaah.. but that’s what happen all the time. you scold me, but yet u, like it.. hahahha...all I want to say is...scold al you want. The party is still on…WAKAKAKAKAKAK and also include dad as he knows about it too.. hahahhahahaha... what's going to happen tonight? wait and see.. but its not as big as last year lah...

2008-08-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

14 more days!!! yes..

ok.. tomoro have to report at SC office at 7 am. which means, 6 am have to go out! ERGH!! so EARLY! haha...

i had to turn down a super good job offer. on 25 to 28 september... at ritz crltn hotel!! $10.50 per hour.. lol... i had to turn down because i am worried that it clashes with the ESPLANADE training.. so .. yeah.. had to say no...

projects...projects..projects....projects...

2008-08-04T09:18:00.004+08:00

YESSS !!! 17 days more! haha.. waiting for that day.....

Ok... a last minute ticket cam in.... i was at NDP Preview 08... It it very commendable I shall say! The black nights... especially sky performance... haha.... fireworks... yes... that is the best among all... finish at about 8... But we stayed until the crowd is down so it’s easier for us... then walked to esplanade.... slag there for a while because predicted bus stops to be full... hahah... at bout 9.30... Went to peninsular. Then kak ain volunteered to fetch us because she, her mum and my mum were at Arab Street... go spa... i love it....why? Because I lazy already... hehe..... Thanks siz!

BLACK NIGHTS!!

someone should have been here with me to witness this ;)

me, cousin, cousin

then had had Prime Minister Visit Appriciation Dinner.... chris got the wrong date.. hrm.. so sad!=) but i am smiling HEHE.... was fun la... games and everything... lolz...

btw; I have a new home... SC Office and SC room... yeah... i find it very friendly area that i can sit down and do my work effectively and of cause there are mates in the office but at least there is lesser distraction then at home. Especially now in the period of projects?! *sigh* but nevermind... got SC office... so... time to CHIONG!!!

Had NAPFA test last Wednesday... i like the 2.4 run... the route is not boring compared to secondary school... but the next day was hell... sleepy head because i stayed up till 1 am despite the fact that my eye lids were so heavy but i forced it open.. Hehe then next day symptoms of flu and fever... ahaahaha...

ok... now stomach very hungry... where's my break first?!

2008-07-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

i got new brotherhood....... THE BUGGERS!!! hahaha.... chris created it..lolz... who wanna join?

BAD NEWS!! my competition classes has to be cut down! instruction from HQ! and the selection test is 2 weeks from now?! projects are also given till that date!... HAIZ...HAIZ..HAIZ...Its been a verry busy week for me. Hrm. No time for my self? Well have to put thyat aside for while. What is important must come first ryte? A lot of things happen these few days.

the house has become a lil silent without her. normally she is the main attraction of the house. even at the corridor.. yeah.. she will lie right in the centre of that big space.....miss her so much. But then,... life goes on as per normal.....its so tiering and have been lack of sleep. Its always like this. you have no time to sleep when the weather is so nice. But you’ll have lots of time to sleep when its very hot ok..

ok good news!!. I can expect better results for my JAVA (I hope)…New teacher... looks ok.. and hopefully he can repair the damage of our class for the whole of last term! And also, heard that hariz and maisarah is also doing java. .having the same problems as me also... YAPHOO!!haha.. no lah… heyy…y not the three of us, plus anyone learning java, sit down and brainstorm. for what?! to get the whole concept of writing java scripts!! yes ..figure out what the concept is. and hopefully once we get the concept, the others will be better... hahhaa... writing blogger scripts is much easier..= )

I’ve been meeting lo0ts of ‘old’ friends lar this few days .. like hariz.. kamal…shaiful... and that day fariza!!that day I saw her! At TP bustop. Its so farny. HAHAHA.. I was in the bus looking at her calmly. she thot it was some guys staring at her and she jelling me! at the first look. But on the second look, she luff like hell… haha,…slenge… anyway guys, i am addicted to TOM & Jerry show on cartoon network... dun luf. even adults watch that ok! I waqtch it like when I am in no mood for anything.. hahah.. spongebob is also cool…. So ppl.. watch it!!

Before I end it.. I have something in my heart to let out…

Relativo stato di quattro mesi ci siamo conosciuti. Abbiamo venuto a contatto di soltanto per tre volte. Suona i ridicules. Ma quello è il fatto e sono felice a questo proposito. Eravate il mio ammiratore. E siete tranquilli. Ma al livello di amicizia. Ma quello è migliore per noi. Poiché ritengo che realmente gli non ho l'impegno per ed inoltre non cronometro. Questa volontà di amicizia dura. Prego per quello giornaliere. questa volontà di amicizia dura. Ho uno scopo per i questi amicizia. ma per per realizzare quello scopo, i blessings dei genitori è necessari ed anche relativo dentro la mano del dio. così lavorare ad allora, attendo per venirlo a contatto in su.

thats all..

ciaos...

2008-07-16T09:03:00.004+08:00

i lost my dearest cat yesterday.....MIMI.... at the same age as mine, 18 yrs old. she was with us for 9 years. she had not been eating for the past 4 days, all she did was drink lots of water and sleep. not even meow. its verry sad. she was suppose to go to hospital yesterday, but my mum said that when she reached the hospital, the vet said there is no more heart beab. when i came home yesterday, i saw mimi on the table with her body covered, n my mum in tears. i couldent held my tears back. i sat down and let my feelings overcome me. after magrib, my uncle came over to help us with the burial. at kallang. Mimi, we will always love you.........

2008-07-13T18:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HARIZ!!!

hahaha

YEAH!! finally i get to see perth picturez.. and its all thankx to kak ain for passing the disc to bai in front of me and i kindda 'snatch' from hym.. lolz... hawoohoo.. haha.. ok...wait... there is one pic that they took... verry familiar.. its right smack on the same spot where maisarah took a picture last year ... haha.. exactly the same place.. hahaha.. cool menn.. haha ..ok..

have not been feeling well since last nyte.. stomoc making funny nonsens.. sometimes hungry. sometimes too full.. when i ate nothing?! hrm.. haha... okiez....last wed, had lunch at pizzahut cos muhammad will be leving us.. he wanted to treat us.. but we din feel too gd about it... so we chipped in a bit... haha.. on the wae hm met syaq in the bus. haha.ok my competition classes have officially started! yesterday! haha. so, now lots to learn, lots to practice. and can someone teach me something? how do you take care of your eyes. i'll be in front of my laptop everyday.. almost 8 hours per day. any remedies of what ever?? another thing. i carry my laptop everywhere most of the time. i do not use bagpacks. i use sling bag ans carry it on my left shoulder. its now super hurting. what shall i do?

ok.. finally its up!! 1 whole term with new friends...
here they are

Adam
someonewho loves taking candid photo on my notebook!! haha.. my good friend.. we have lots of similarities. as in our way of doing things... an also both of us are in same problems.. haha

Rizwan ~wan~
A great dancer! some kind of FENATIC.hehe. SO caled Abrother to SUE. someone who is like ~anything can~ haha

WidyaFitri ~ wid~
a very KAKAK style of person. Always fair to everyone no matter what they are.

Farah
Miss DIVA !!

next up! SUE

THE MAK SUE
a complete minah rugged.. well... 'dont judge a book by its cover' siuts her well

Razin
someone who is very quiet but 'diam diam lepu'..

Bazilah ~ ilah~baz~lala
the blind no comments gal.. hahah

Murdany
he practicaly loves everyone in the class.. lol.. he has lots of mad ideas(reminds me of airpot guide first shift ) ahha

Chrstopher (new but old ~ not my class~ not my school)
Do i know you?! haha.. ok he is not new... we were just saperated!! from p3 ryte? the last tyme we met was when we went for bowling! i still remember... ahha

~~no pictures~~

zahid
same name as my brother. but he is kindda guitarist. haha.. the cool boy

Muhammad
even that he now not schooling already, still.. our friendship will last ryte guys?! haha

~SYA~(new but old ~ not my class~not my school)
haha....someone who thot me something new... something that i never had in 17 years of life. someone who made me smile so much( at that time) haha.. thax men!!
but she is qutie bad you know. she stole something from me.. something that no body cannot live without! :)
ahhahaha!! *wink*

and all that is in my clazzy... dun xpect me to write about all 42 of u.. hehehehe

2008-07-01T10:46:00.003+08:00

i have been trying to help amed with his laptop using remote software.. but just cant connect! ARGH! irritating... and i found out the problem. the school's internet is restricted! DUMB! haha..

I got new Starhub cable TV! WOHOO! now atleast got some reason to come home.... i guess.. lol. this morning went to the wet maket again.. haha. but went very late. about 9.45am. Y because turn on tv. SENSASI! broadcasting Bawang Merah Bawang Putih. so was stick to it!

GUY GUYS GUYSS... geuss what. i just rememberd that i have to go for a camp tomorrow! haha. and i haven packed anithing. GREAT! the camp is a 3 days 2 night one.. at NACLI. and i don't know where the hell is that. now i need a bag. and what to bring arr? its been years since my last camp.. sianz...

holidays ending SOON!! wooho.. one thing i dont like about holidays. tend to forget studying! its been 5 days i have not touch my books. plus today and another 3 days not at home? plus saturday full day out? another 5 days. WOW!! daring huh? another thing i dont like about holidays is ~money flows out DARN fast~ for example. last wed, i had the best fun ever... i played soccer ok! haha..i went picnic with my friends at SENTOSA beach(pictures on the right). Going out, I took 50 bucks frm coat. when i reached home. there was only 15 bbucks. Don't ask what i do with i. i myself have no idea.

oh yarr... i am yet to introduce my new friends to this blog.. will do so..will do so. mybe after camp.. actaually all is ready.. only some of my friends pictures not up yet. havent seeked permision.. haha. ok now gotta go packing..

ciaos

2008-06-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

{~ EDITED~}

I will have to menstion names.. sorry.

Ashraf!

want to throw me aside right?! just say so! don't have to act in front of me! The proposal belongs to me. i made a mistake with it. yes i admit. its mine aniway! u kept a copy of it. but looks like you are taking this chance to throw me out! its like everyone in the team has it except me when its MINE! and the best thing is, the proposal's name has changed. Being personalize as yours! ok FINE! FINE!

so this is what i'll do..i will not say anithing about that day!
i'll act as if that i was not with you guys that day.
FYI ~i have never gone out like that before. its all because i wanted to preserve your friendship them that i was there~

2008-06-17T15:26:00.003+08:00

1. World's againts me

2. When its my turn, no one agrees when its the exact thing!

3. Unfairness!! thats the irritating part

4. Favourism on others

5. Someone stole my hapiness away (curse you!)

6. Holidays. but cannot enjoy!

7. Not getting what i NEED! i mean NEED! not want

8. Feeling my self so stupid! Atrocious!

i just got one to talk it out.. can someone lend her/his ears? PLEASE!

2008-06-15T13:02:00.002+08:00

WHY! Just tel me why! I don’t understand! Just why must you always cut into my way? You want happiness? Nothing’s wrong with that. But why must you steal mine? Can’t you like go get your own? I am sure you are capable of doing so. What? Just because I have been giving in to you all the time. Just because I always keep quiet, you think I am stupid? Not to realise that I am being taken advantage of? EXCUSE ME! I think the best thing you should do now is get home, sit in your room and do some soul searching! And just to mind you. There is a limit to everything! And this includes the “mr nice” me. What kind of brothers are you all?!

2008-06-14T17:56:00.005+08:00

Holidays has juat started... 1 term of school has just ended.. lots to study... lots to catch up with... lots to do...

in just a short short time.. 3 weeks! lol

Btw, lost a bicycle yesterday... lol. my elder brother ride it to my aunt hse.. locked down stairs.. but when he wanted to go back.. it was missing...lol
lets just take it as: there is a blessing behind it..

ok.. to start the holidays.. lets invite

TOM JONES ~ Love Me Tonight

I know that it's late and I really must leave you alone
But you're too good to hold that I feel such a long way from
home
Yes I know that our love is too new, But I promise Its going to
be true
Please let me stay and don't you send me away Oh no no

Aaahh

Tell me baby that you need me, say you'll never leave me
Love me tonight
Hold me now my heart is aching, until the dawn is breaking
Love me tonight
Something is burning inside, something that can't be denied
I can't let you out of my sight, darling
Love me tonight

Let me love you baby
Let me love you baby
Baby love me tonight

I've waited so long for the girl of my dreams to appear
And now I can hardly believe that you really are here
Here in my arms you belong, how can this feeling be wrong
Darling be kind for I'm out of my mind over you

Aaahh

Tell me baby that you need me, say you'll never leave me
Love me tonight
Baby now the pain is stronger, I can't wait a moment longer
Love me tonight
Something is burning inside, something that can't be denied
I can't let you out of my sight darling

Love me tonight
Let me love you baby
Let me love you baby
Baby love me tonight

Love me To ni-i-i-i-ght!

2008-06-12T20:33:00.003+08:00

finally all the test are over

its bee some time since we take a real examination.. well, that was what happen just now. But not so stressing. Y? mp3 are allowed. COOL… hehe

this morning had MME test.. ok... let me scold this guy

ANSARI!!! you are so stupid!! STUBORN!! you should have just glanced trough the text slides!! its onyi 4 PAGES!!! only 4!! And what is so difficult about doing that! u ARE DARN RIDICULARS ANSARI!!! if only u had glanced trough.. even a bit will be good!!! but u chose to? SKIPED IT!! WAD were you thinking!

Ok. Just because of the text part. I lost 7-12 marks??

Lesson learnt~ DUNN SPOT TOPICS!!!

Ok then went with my friends to airport. Ate at the Recreation Club… well as I expected, the girls(and guys) will be amazed by the ladies powder room… just like Buvan, Adila and Sya.. hehehe. After that headed back to school. CMOS paper. Hrm. Impressive. Everything I studied came out. WELL..its like the teacher gave guidelines. Waddaya expect?

U know guys.. its as if a WHOLE LOAD off my mind when I finished the paper… now I felt its like holidays started..

Headed to suntec city after that with adam. PC show.

1 GB Thumb drives @ 9.90.. any takers?

Yesterday had SC~project meeting.. well it stretched till about 7.30 simply cause the proposal for teachers day is still no up yet. So immediately brain storm and came out a draft to submit to Ms Kawan. This Tuesday gg Zoo! *Finally*

ok... my holidays are taken up. i am not going for SC camp. but will go for BLAZE.hehe

ok.. continue later..

2008-06-11T17:14:00.003+08:00

Conflict Between Adam, An, Chris
this is wad u'll c on all our blogs( but with difren answers)

22 questions on ourself

1) Single, Taken, or Flirty?
single.

2) Are you happy with that?
Yes

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
no ex... sorry

4 ) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
yeaps.. at times.. but then, cheating means cheating.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage?
yez
8) Do you want children?
like..~DUHH! ~

How Many?
3
10) Would you consider abortion?
no!!
11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- if u wish to, tel me. if u don't, den dunn

12) Do you want someone you can't have?
if its worth having, i'll go all the way

13 ) Have you fallen in love?
lets say its a crush...

14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

yes.. at times

15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- i will adjust.. not change

16) Is it a good day today?
yeah!! SC meeting!! ~~ hol

17) Have you ever broken a heart before?
as far as i know, no

18 ) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
~no ex~

19) Do you still have feelings for them?
~no ex~

20)You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?
no..

21)what now you wish for?
all my wishes to come true

22)if you have bf/gf n0w...do you really love them?
if i don't love them, y would they be my GF in the first place

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND REPOST

2008-06-08T23:01:00.005+08:00

KAKAK AIN JUST READ MY BLOG!!

OK....SHE BETTER NOT SPREAD TO MY FAMILI ABOUT IT!!!

i'll strangel her if she does dat

DE ONI THING I AM WORRIED IS THE POST IN THE MONTH OF APRIL!!!

KALAU KAK AIN BILANG.... SIAP KAU!!!

But i tynk ken trust her lah... hhehee.. hope i am right...she will knoe wad
to tell and wad not to tell... so yeah...

2008-06-08T13:19:00.004+08:00

went out of house at about 10++ n reached Hougang CC Ard 11.. hahah.. so early.. jemputan starts st oni bout 4.. but since we are like close.. so be there early.. the caterer was preparing food.. then bout 12 the bride(bubu roshan) and her parents and bothers,sisters/in-laws came.. then.. was the mak andam.. who turn out to be Ashika’s mother.. lol…then I went to solat. Wanna knoe where the tempat solat??? Belakang pelamin.. so hafta go up stage.. hahaha …..wel bubu roshan went to change bout 2.30.. n then nikah was at about 3+ .. n now the majlis started.. hehe.. bubu roshan plenned a surprise for her new husben.. wad is it? It was a slideshow of him when he was small till he met bubu roshan.. lol..

Bai Rashisd and Bubu Roshan

now its like 4++ n lots of ppl started coming.. n.. yeah.. finally it’s a meeting of me and all my 57 cuzens.. lol… and as per normal… the kids.. are with me .lol. bubu radiah kept coming to me askin: where’s son/ daughter..lol.. hahaha… when they are not wifme… n I tell u… Natasha is oni p6 n she is as tall as me.. so now she is forbid to call me MAMU.. but depan mak dier she has to lah.. kang ketok, mampos.. those who about my age… my height… dun care u my cozen or my anak sedare.. call me by my name..lol.. hahah…the thing is .. if I were to like ikot pangkat… aku ader 2 anak sedare who is eder then me… elder then my brother… n u expect then to go ard calling us MAMU?? No way…haha

my family with pengantin. the kid is my anak sedare btw

then came the night.. 10+… the part where I love!!!

No matter who u are..

No matter what u are…

No matter wad u wear…

No matter wad u drive…..

Al the guys (xcept those yang tua-which is the MAMU’s) will start packing the table and chairs… carry them into the lorries.. n the abang sedares wil tease the adek sedares… adek sedare shoot them back… n summore got lagu Hindustan.. sumer buat kerje while ‘dancing’ hahha… WHO CARES MEN!! But I felt abit shy..y cos the kendarats were stil at the majlis when they are already dismissed..lol.. but WAD THE HACK!! This is our tyme… this is our usual practice.. oh ya. Dat reminds me… efa came for the jemputan wearing white baju and black tudong.. which is wad the kendarats wore.. HAHHAHAHA…

Reached home at about 11.. checked mails, mandi, solat isyak… and slept… ok.. today I din go maulid.. to tierd.. 2 weeks never go maulid.. hrm..

Ok now I wanna study.. my aim.. by today mus complete 2 chapters for CMOS n MME!!! Hope I ken get..

oh ya.. to that somebody, u dunn hafta lie to me.. i know it well. u lied to the wrong person... i am not a fool, girl..... i have lots of ppl where i ken get info from.. at least 5.. and they cant be wrong.. everyone say's the same thing except you.. so you tell me? y should i be on your side??? mind you, we'll still be meeting each other.... so u better make up ur mind... n FYI..... no no. i'll tel u someother tyme.

Ciaos….

2008-06-06T19:35:00.012+08:00

Its Friday… wee… finally its here..hahha..i like Friday’s. cos it means I’ll be home by 3 pm n weekend’s here… lol but I cant do much this tyme. In fact from now on…. After Friday prayers, had to go back to skewl.. for meeting.. I am in a competition.. wanna knoe more about it…(LINK) its very tyme consuming cos I must get the best as I may be representing singapore… n its no joke!!... well this competition is also part of my electives. So even if I fail to be qualified in the copm.. I still earn…. And from what I found out.. this elective, not any tom dick or harry can be in.. its intensive and very detailed application.. I should count myself lucky…the teacher said.. we will have to sacrifice a lot of time.. and he even stressed on practicing at home and in school. N to make sure we have enough practice, the softwares will e given to us..n for those with difficulties, they are prepared to lend them a notebook.. dun that sound serious?? But this electives is 95% practical.. so it should be ok for me… pray for me guys. The next thing… I tynk I hafta say good by to social life.. cos on top of this competition, I have my school studies, on top of that, I have student coulcil (sc).. now that is also tyme consuming… and al that needs commitments… hrm.. until November… its gonna be super duper busy… so guys..please… I hoped u all will understand cos I hafta start turnin down some of the outings… I hate to do this but as much as I hated it, I hafta…

well ok.. tummoro’s gonna be a long day. Bubu Roshan is getting married.....And I wont have a chance to study.. so tonite… sleeping late… and will continue on Sunday morning… hopefully after maulid I am not tierd…

oh yarr.. next week is the last week of the term.. lol.. got lots of studies to catch up with.. especially MME ok… n I tynk I am allowing myself to only have like 4-5 days of holidays.. de rest are back to studies… and til today, 2 days are down…

one day.. will be going out with my frenz….

One day… I penn to meet up wif sya n oso use de day so sen all photos…

The other 3 days.. plen to be out of Singapore *evil Lufter*

Ok la.. at least gimmie a break ryte?? Even if I were to go out lepak2..

My laptop will be wif me everywhere I go.. so I might jus get down to studies.. so atleast out of Singapore.. no chance…

So anione want to folo mr go out of Singapore?? BTW.. I heard melaca trip kinda cancelled… lol.. sedih seyy…

Ps: I am falling in love with Virtual PC.. its so good…. I ken do anything. And I mean ANITHING n not worry getting laptop crashed or wadsoeve… its like an imaginary computer…..

Ok ciao beb

2008-06-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

Weii!!! Y do I still see complaints on your blog? Lol.. I change skinn already.. now u sae; an nyer blog kosong giler siak!!! Baik takyah tuka skin”

Gimmie a break lah u.. u knoe how irritating is it rye handling the BODOH in skewl?? N handling my studies at the same tyme.. so blog.. later can….He greeted me first thing in de morning today loh… wad a way to sart de day… hehhe

Ok.. test is coming up.. tumoro CMOS test… hrm…

OS installation; checked

Labsheet 7; cheked

Labsheet 6; cheked

Creating a virtual Disk; Checked

Ok looks like I am ready. Hehhe.. hope it goes on well

On Thursday pulak.. MME.. on sound forge. Both practical and theory…. 4 hours!! One straight go!! Lol.. hope I ken tahan.. heheh..

Then nex week got theary test.. the one I am week at the most… lol…

Hey. Iam still wondering.. how come Sun JAVA like got no test….

Or mybe the test is tru class assignment?? Nonsense men!!!

Fine!! U want java? I will do a javascript. *evil lufter*

Ok… I feel so bad now…. Verry verry bad..and I mean very!!

I did a verrry big sin..

ow god..

wad am I going to do…

oh no!!!

gentarasa pix

2008-05-26T09:43:00.011+08:00

caci midah, ibu n kak ain

ibu, kak ain n caci midah

The Cuzens
Amed, me n Efa

the future cuzens
ahmed me efa n syafiqah

the young beauties
efa kak ain syafiqah

behind every sucess- lies a women
syaq, ibu, efa,kak ain, caci midah, mami saadiah

The me....(speak: so dato')

LAPAR BEB

2008-05-25T18:16:00.010+08:00

GENTARASA
......

Finally its over..hehe.. had a gd tyme... lets satrt from morning.
janjinyer 7.30 kak ain will pick us up, so by 6.30 i was all prepared! (speak: excited)
tyme changed..9+ she'll pick us up..lol.. i cant sleep back.. so..LAPTOP.. tried do my java..just got no mood to do... hehe...

so watched Ayat Ayat Cinta (thankx Adam)...i tell u..its very touching!! i mean very.
th part where the sacrifis was done..gosh... i nearly rained....

time chek:8.45..all siap-ing. includes me.

reached esplanade,parked at 1 fullerton..parking mahal beb!
met mami n collected our pass..the pass like airpot pass lol... syafiqah was there..
den went lunch...FREE ONE! Sarpino pizza. wen lunch... suddenly me n amed
warn syafiqah on my mum. kang tak tentu pasal kene marah..lol.. tu pon dah kene jugak...syafiqah,now u knoe my mum heh. dunn play ard wif her....

in total, there was me, my mum, my elder bro, caci midah(mum sis) n daughter: kak ain, mami saadiah afifah(EFA), ahmed n GF: Syafiqah.

den at 11+..ppl started comin... well i was wif amed n syafiqah. den (i tynk its zahid) attacked amed... den he relis i was there.. salam me.. n i was like..
me:amed, ko kenal dier?
amed: mesti ar .. members ameer..y?
me: itu sya nyer cuzen aw..*smiled*
hahaha. ok wen the show stat, we went in... like VIP sey 3 of us.. sat at box F..lol..haha private seat....i wanna say that dis is de best malay perfomance ever i seen.. this is good.. the real traditional malay....

after show.. kak ain wanna go ochard. oni my bro taged along.. the rest went to back stage.. on wae to back stage.. got sum ppl wanna sen flowers to pefomer at back stage. but they got no acess.. so we help sen lo... amed was holding the flower.....n the receipient is a gal...i bet at dat point of tym syafiqah cemburu!!l lol ...so i readily volountered to give.. lol tak penah sey kasi bunga kat pompan..hehhee n syfiqah n efa went: GATAL!!! n my mum was like: asal gatal korang ibu dapat tau u all kasi binga kat pompan selain ibu.. siap..aku konci korang dlm rumah..... hehe. so in the end caci midah kasi.. *sigh* there goes my chance of givin flowers..wat the heck!! nevermind.. mybe the chanced is reserved for sya.. hrm... so slag in the rooms(musolah).. back stage FIRST CLASS DOK!!!... got "katil" even...wah nice nice.. i tell u .. dasar pasal Syafiqah was there..so mus kinda proper.... kalau tak.. aku da baring2 dah...hehe

while slacking, i went out jap... n to my shocked!!! i saw my frendz! its like so siang!
show kol 8 but they are here alr... lol. i i din wanna meet them! y? tell u all alr!! dress properly!! but came in roung neck t-shirs..slipers...well some did dress properly la.. haha korang ni kan... so.. no photos with them.. *giggle* btw. how come u all got the circle 2 seats? how much u all paid fer ur tickets?

at 5++.. all siap... hrm.... satu satu glamour2.... hehe.. n my mum ..hrm makin lawa....glamour. dah pandai tuka style tudong..... hehe... my mum saw my new watch n was like.. nice watch. but was wonderin....... pandai aku pakai cuff links.. of kos lah.. heyy..i may look simple.. but i knoe fashion... so wear lah... be a bit difren from others... n knoe wad... my mum tanyer efa, saper pompan tu(syafiqah) n she replied: kawan bai. (as in kawan amed).. n my mum tanyer lagik. bukan GF? ahaha i knew it.. but wadever it is. she mus not knoe the truth.. hahaha... n til las nyte, while looking tru the pictures, she is still wondering y dis gal is always here.... she mcm tak becayer syafiqah is jus a friend...lol..... rm... i told my mum: syafiqah is my fren. then met amed at her skewl. since then all 4 of us get close... well hope my mum let the matter rest... aniwae... memang amed n syafiqah is a set. but wad has it got to do wif my mum? hrm....over concern.... their parents knoe about it n not sayin aniting.. in fact both parens met alr... so...

den go dwn makan... after dat..REPOT FOR DUTY!! my oni job was to welcome n escort Dr Faisahal Ibrahim. in other words, jage dier all the wae.. hehe..went to into the theater... cheked everything....den i had to sen ameer in cos bak was in alr n he cant be alone. budak kecik seyy.. since i have pass.. i bring him in. n u knoe wad the Esplande oficer said to me?! Sir, please do not let ur son wonder around in the theate. thank you. n open the door for me... HE SAID SON!! kelakar per!!

Dr Faishal....arrived at about 7.30. I feel so paisey!!! he wore batik, same colour BUT...... not kilat.. like faded... n me? batik so kilat!! colour so bright lagi.. i felt like over dressin...escorted hym all the wae to his seat.. done.. my job is done..NO!! it was not.. i had to help out in ushering in the theater itself...
i tell u.. my frens r relly gonna get it from me.... ader ker dari circle 2(tingat 2) dey shouted: AN...woohoo..HENSOME SEYY....!! i was like ???wad the hell??? i din respond back!

well after all door closed, me, amed, efa, syafiqah went to back stage.. solat n lepak.. in the musolah room. din feel like watching it again..lol... after de show ended.. had coctail session with PM Lee..... i was wif Dr Faishal.. so i was oso called in.. hehe.. after dat.. PM lee took his leave.. lepas tu..MAKAN BEB.. very nice ar the food..... hhaha tak sempat aku abes makan, i saw Dr Faishal takin his leave.. ALAMAK... kelam kabot aku.. escorted him to car.. den its done!! all my job is over.WEE!!!... i said i din wan meet my frens ryte?

know wad.. while coming back to the theatre. there dey are...standing on the steps!!! all i ken do is jalan nonong jer.. but terang terang they spotted me... no choice.. had to aproach the... well alot of gals puji me!! *wink* .ok lah.. deorang bukan kawan skola.. so never see me durin dressup b4... hadi was like -an asal niari kau mcm lain ak? dey say i wear make up lah, foundation lah. entah aper2 lagi.. in actual fact, all i wear was bedak biaser... tanyer amed... he saw me..hehe....

wel.. reached home at about 12..!!! n fer the first tyme ever.... i saw my eyes red.. selalunyer.. sleep is very important... cos when i reached the tahap penat sangat...ppl will hate me...cos i will be verry the perangai...lol

n i make sure i dunn reach that tahap.. but dat night it reach.. lucky no one tested me...lol

ok ciao..