last night sleep super early.. was listenign to the klaka things hoping to cheer my self but fel asleep instead.. woke up at 5 am in the morning.. wash up and all.. went out of house straight after subuh prayers. woking.. went all the way to esplanade. went by the broadrick way.. somehow it reminded me of going to school every morning. its like at the same timing and the same route.dropped at broadrick, took 10 and all the way to esplanade. reach there about 7am.. ofice still not opened yet.. alot of stone faces.

by 8, went up to the venue to do all the setup. somehow, i purposely left my phone in the ofice. just dunn wish to bring all those problems with me while working. haiz!~ show was good and easy.. no need to think about LC's, baggage, photography and all... its primary 4 kids. and there was only 35 of them! so super easy...

show ended at 10.15. by 10.30, i was out of the building. do not wish to talk to anyone or anything. just not in the mood. i dont knoe why i am so down. just got no mood. i have another show at 1. dont know what to do.. no mood to do anything! so went home... (waste time on bus journey) came into the house. then i checked my phone. then called back those who deserve to be called back. 25 missed calls. i only returned 4 of the calls.

turned on the laptop. checked my mails and all. had lunch and then got changed and went out again for work. phone kept ringing. cant be bothered to answer. was suppose to reach eplanade by one! but seriousely.. went ito office. go alot of people... straight away went out. went to do my zohor prayers and then went to the venue. like duh i was late! but who cares!~ kak nadiah asked me what wrong. alot asked. thankx for your concern. but sorry, i just got no mood to talk about it. and summore its working time. so better not to talk about it. again, left my phone on purpose.

like mornign show, was easy. but this time was full house. but still no problem, only 2 schools. after the show, since it was a bog group, helped out for the guided tour around esplanade. the students were super rude and was testing my patients. there were sec3 students. its their luck i am representing esplanade. if not, i will be like.. ... ... ... its like with their own teachers also they are rude. summore with us. haiz!~ with the problems in my head, its so hard to control my patience just now.

same, after everything ended, went out straight. before that, used the office phone and returned those cals that deserve to be called back!~... reached home at about magrib, mum stareted to ask alredy.. whats wrong.. bro also showed their concern. but.. haiz~!

sorry my ushers for my attitude just now.
sorry mum, i dont know how to tell you.
sorry dear brother, u'll hear from me soon k? i promise.
i just dont know why this is just getting from bad to worst! i guess i am tierd lah....but people are so self centred! i dont mind you being happy. but, tk perlu seh kau buat gini!~ arghhh whatever lah !~ harap kau bahagia buat nie sumer!~